Off to Hamburg

(Hamburg May 2011)

I had really long day,  at college today as i started at 9 and finished at 5. Aywen is gone and its so empty without him but oh well.  Now i just finished washing my carpet as the doggie made super duper mess and I'm gonna go pack myself and than Hamburg calling!
 I missed this city so much and even I'm gonna be there till sunday only I wanna go no matter what, as its my beloved city! 
So have a great weekend. I'm definitely gonna enjoy mine ;D

Aywen.

Hello everyone!
I'm being so lazy when it comes to blogging I know but its the fact that my life is filled with college and work right now.  I'm getting ready to go to work in an hour so I decided why not update my blog.
I started my project already and had to move straight to making my final piece cause of lack of time! .
Yesterday my friend from college gave me her dog to look after for about a week.  Its 6 months old alaskan malamute and he's so beautiful!!!!  A little bit naughty but luckily I can deal with dogs ;D
 Last night we went for a walk before it got dark and as soon as we left the house it started to rain as hell! but we carried on walking,  it wasn't that nice when we came back home and Aywen was wet and I had to clean him but oh well!
and his fur is soooo soft ! I love it!

isn't he lovely?

hello!

Hello to all of my readers! I know I didn't said a word after the post about my exhibition and went away with no sign of life and I'm truly sorry ! Its just I was so hyper about the summer that I totally forgot about my blog, which is bad but oh well. And as you can see I actually never post over summer, I don't even know why I do that but I like to have a bit of a break from everything over summer. Unfortunately my summer wasn't that good at all, I had so many problems and I'm still trying to get myself out of it mentally even so they are over. It supposed to be 180* different, I planned my summer totally different but with my luck everything turned to be just some kind of a mistake!  I lost so much and if i would came back to the UK after just one week of being in Poland my summer could have turned out pretty great, how bad I cant turn back the time and correct it, but we all learn from our mistakes right? so no more Poland for me for loooong time I don't even wanna go there in near future . Its funny when i look at it now how everything can be destroyed by one move, pretty sad but i need to get over it and get myself sorted out! .

Ok so I started my second year of National Diploma and its gonna be sooo hard this year, for eg. last year we had up to 3 months to finish off one project, right now we've got only 1 month which is not enough time, so what I need to do is manage my time even tighter than before. Its all because of portfolio building and all of this Uni stuff we need to get done . So I've got new project which is a group project , I'm gonna kinda collaborate with one photography student and 2 graphics students.  I need to create accessory  and this time I can get my own idea of the theme and I've chosen paper & volume. I never work with paper and my tutor was complaining about that a lot last year so I'm gonna give it a go this time.. this is exciting for me as its something new and i've got some nice ideas in my mind !

New in the closet.

Hello  peopleeee! i missed blogging so i came back to post something here as i have some free time right now. Im finishing my first year of Fashion design and i cant believe it went so fast! and WTF i need to start preparing for Uni soon, im gonna write my personal statement very soon, and as friend of mine advised me to do i will write it few time to get the perfect one till september. In september i will need to know which courses and which Universities i want to go to and start applying. Its freaking me out you cant imagine.  Its my dream to go to Central Saint Martins and i will try my best to end up there at least on foundation diploma! because i guess its the best place you can go for fashion.  anywayyyyyssss.... Im in such a stress i have exhibition on Monday, Its prvate view so just close friends and families will be able to attend it,
And my life couldnt be better ! i love it right now, its just beautiful, even the sun is coming back to us!
I have beautiful dress to wear on my exhibition. Damnnn im stressing out im scared that my dress is not good enough, and i think i expect too much from myself. And the thing i will have to talk about it what inspired me and such is also freaking me out. But good there is a bar with free drinks so i can drink some and it will be easier hahaha !
anyways here is some shopping from this week!

 Dress - H&M

 Plain Ballerinas- Primark

 Skirt - H&M

 Skirt- H&M

outfit :  jacket - h&m, scarf- h&m suglasses-new look

Isnt that dress beautiful? when i saw if i just knew it have to be mine! haha and the shoes so cute! i was looking in so many shops but they didnt had plain ballerinas in the coulour of my dress but Primark. damnn i love primark!
Now im gonna go change into my swimsuit and lay in my garden and get some tan because we have some serious sun over here!!!
Oh and my darling is coming today to stay over mine and  she will go college in the afternoon with me and than exhibition as well ! yeyeyeye !
I will post pictures from the exhibition on comming days as i will be pretty busy this coming week, i have to go to hospital as well so keep your fingers crossed for meee!!!

New in the closet.

 

 Chiffon blouse - primark.

combat skinnies- primark

Pilot sunglasses.- new look

So i finally found a pair of glasses that actually fit my face, there are not many of them, and i was looking for perfect ones for like half of the year i tried so many and none fit but these are perfect! I love them! now i can actually wear sunglasses on my nose not on my head haha ! 

Oh and i love this combat skinny jeans, when i was in new look i tried on the same pair  but without the zips on the legs but they didnt looked good on my ass so i went around other shops looking for something like this and i found perfect ones in PRIMARK., and half of the new look price! ( gosh how much i love primark haha)  some people say primark is shit but i love it i really do, sometimes they have better clothes than river island and i could buy 2 times more in primark than in RI. 

and a chiffon blouse, i absolutely love chiffon such a delicate and soft fabric, it makes you fel so light when you wear it, i worked a lot with chiffon on my last project and thats where i feel inlove with this fabric so chiffon blouse is a must have for me. And i dont know if i already wrote it here but i have 4 meters of this fabric to sew another 2 blouses myself with my own design, i just need to sit down and design and sew it. I will obviously write a post about it when im gonna do it. 

What else  Kasia is coming over today hopefully we will get to go to the pub and drink some and she will see my prince charming tomorrow morning and than she will do me eyelash extentions ! so exciteddddd!!! 

Oh and today is bank holiday but its not making any difference for me as i always have mondays off so -_-' 

oh god. im such a doughnut -_-'

Colourful!

Hello everyone, its been a while since my last post here I know., its because i dont have time for internet now,.
I've got deadline of my Final Major Project which is really really important, and I'm focusing on my college work right now. Im constructing my dress, I've done upper part of it it came out perfectly, i still need to figure out how to attach the collar to the dress but i will find a way somehow, . I bought 12 meters of chiffon fabric on sunday and im really really happy about it, I found really good place to buy it and i think i will visit it more offten to buy other fabrics, Tomorrow im gonna dye this 12 meters and sew it to my dress and that will be it, than we planned photoshoot with Sandi and Kaskas hopefuly everything will work out how i want it to be and than i need to design exhibition , do some design sheets and so on and its really a lot of work so hope you understand that i dont have time haha .
Oh and i bought 2 meters of black chiffon and 2 meters of white chiffon to make a blouses for myself but i will do it after the deadline and when i will have time to sit down and do it.

I spend my weekend with my friends and it was really fun and today i modeled for Kaskas as she had her airbrush makeup assesment. I loved it!

Ok enough of that in this post I wanted to show you 4 new nailpolishes i bough on saturday which im also inlove with, As we all know pink and orange and all the bright colours are the BOSSES of this summer, I didnt had that shades in my nailpolish collection so i bought som and i also found freally funky black nailpolish which after you put one coat on your nail it will break down and form some kind of cracks, looks really really cool!

Here are some pics.:

and the makeup :

Off for a run

 so im off for a run, its such a nice weather and as i said i wanna move more so im gonna run when i have time and walk from the tube station to my house which is far., I've got my iphone with me so i can listen to some music and bottle of vitamin water  (c+zinc) yesss vitamin water is the shit! . i love it!
anyways not gonna waste anymore time siting here so im off for an hour 

get that moneyyy

giiiirrrrllllss get your moneeeeyyy, all my girrllllsss get that moneeeeyyy... lalalala *singing ciara*
i just changed some of my money to euros as i need it haha obviously . i love euros omg *-*
 anywaysss hahah im cleaniong my room and than i have to go down and clean the kitchen and do the dinner than im gonna finish off packing up than i need to go to pick up my friend and than take a nap and than shower and off to the airport so happy to go there , i missed the city so much and now im gonna be back there for a whileeeee . exciting shit!
anyways hopefully i will write something from the airport as it will be the last place where i could use my mobile internet ( well i could use it on my destination as well but i better turn it off because i dont want  to pay  huge ass bill and internet abroad is expencive) i will have internet in my hotel so probably im gonna update as well.
but for now im gonna go and prepare myself

oh and btw.... im so happy to have him ♥

back.

Hello everyone, I came back from poland yesturday evening so i didnt had time to write something here as i was just dreaming about my bed.
Its gonna be sort of quick post, I just wanted to tell you guys that I came back and i will be able to post again.
I can only tell you guys that this few days in my homeland were amazing, and really more things happened in 7 days than in a months time when im in the UK.
 Now I just wanna teleportate back to my city in Poland and carry on enjoying my time with the closest people. but i obviously cant i have so much work to do , and im going away to Germany next weekend, and I hope to get such a wonderful weather as i got in poland because it was just stunning!

oh and i almost forgot i got my first tattoo !! I really love it but i will talk about it in comming up posts.

So England welcomed me back with such a warm sunny weather, now im gonna go and call my friend and than do the laundry as i will need to pack my bags again very soon.

Enjoy the sun!  as i cant really do that because of my tattoo :D

Packing!

hello , im packing up my bags, i know its so late but i need to do it because i wont have much time later on .
i need to get some long long sleep before leavoing as its gonna be long trip.
And omg i feel so sick after yesturdays party, i swear i will never drink so fast again NEVER!
i had 4 hour nap after i came back home but it never helped. I hope im gonna be back to normal later because i dont want to travel like this. And i dont want to hear a word vodka for couple of weeks pleasee!
well i bet i will drink some in poland and it makes me sick already haha !
Im trying to update my iphone to iOS 4.2 but of course i cant do it because there are some errors. i dont know if i sad it here but I HATE IPHONES worse phone ever!!!!!
and as my update failed, i culdnt put new music up so i bought spotify premium and now im syncing all my playlists to my phone so i can listen to it on the go.
anyways im gonna put everything in my bags, i have to take my fashion project with me as i dont have much time left to finish it and i guess i will have some time in Poland to do it there. just few designs and descriptions
anywayyys... goodnight! i will write something before leaving xD

haha look how essex-y i looked last night hahaha !

Party time.

hello everyone im in a rush i just came back from shopping and now im eating my pizza and getting ready to go out to Kaskas and than we gonna go to our frind bday party which have a theme! haha i need to run to superdrug when im gonna be on harrow and buy wash off tan because im gonna dress up like Jwwow from Jersey shore haha , seems like fun doesnt it? haha well im really lazy today and getting me to decide to go there was a challenge but i decided to go in the end. now need to pray that my trains are working properly so i can get to kaskas on time and do the tan my camera is dead but i will try to charge it so maybe there will be some pics as well xD
anyways i found old old top today and i decided to wear it because it matches my throusers!

so here is how i look now

well i love the outfit and i thing sometimes diging in your closet is good because you will always find old stuff that you will wear again!
so now im off and have nice weekend everyone!

Hi guys, I've got such a lazy day today, i didnt went toi college as i think it was pointless for me to spend more time in the tube than at the college itself. Today i would just give in my project and sit fr 15 minutes listening to my teacher talking about new one, which i bet he will do after easter break as well so lets say 30 minutes in college compared to hour and a half of traveling was not worth even getting up ! So i stayed at home, and im being such a lazy cow right now.
And you know how do i do it i cleaned my room on monday and its wednesday and my room look like tsunami payed us a visitm which is ridicilous as i dont even know where is this mess comming from i wasnt at home for whole day on tuesday ...anyways i need to clean again and i hate cleaning so its a nightmareeee !
What else i cat stop watching this one polish series with my favourite actor jesus why he has to be so omg *-* ?
whyyyy anyways the series is so nice reminds me bit of polish ugly betty because few people from it also play in the series i watch .

yeah looks interesting huh?
(Bobeeeeeeeeeeeeeczeeeeeeeekkk japierdolejejejejejejejejee) sorry i had to hahaha !

and to my polish readers : 
Ktoś z ogląda? Jeżeli tak to, też wam ten serial strasznie przypomina Brzydule?  Bo mi na maksa, i omg jak mnie Socha wkurwia w tym serialu, mam ochotę jej coś zrobić przez monitor hahaa !

anyways i have 2 pics of my outfits from yesturday well the one i had in college and after college when i came back home and went to the town. so

Morning:

 Afternoon:

Throusers: Primark
Jacket: River Island
Shirt (from 1st pic): H&M
Tank Top: cant remember.

Sunday.

Here we go another sundaym this month is going so fast, i dont know how about you guys but its going too fast i dont know why i swear it was just tuesday yesturday, but anyways im happy its going fast. Today im gonna do my laundry and pack my bags because i will not have time for that next weekend and on sunday im gonna drive to my homeland finally, i cant wait. I feel so excited to see everyone, my family my friends my city everything!.
And they opened first shopping mall in my city so def. im gonna check it out.
Yesturday I was up pretty early as i was shopping in the morning with my dad than i had opticians appointment i need new glasses and contact lenses yes i do wear glasses my eyes are pretty bad. Than i went to my friend we bought some beers and went to the park, which was like up the hlll and climbing it was hell but we made it and sat in the sun had nice talks and laughs i like this days when you just grab a beer and sit in the park with your friends and just have nice chill out. And i burned my back from the sun! yes i did !!! seriously  my friend was like "look at your back so burned!" and i was just like oh shit. its so red damn! and later i had a fever because of that but sttill after we had beers we went for little shopping nothing much i was looking for a summer dress obviously never found one, but i bought nice throusers for myself i love them i tried them on once but wasnt sure but now im sure they are great haha . I also bought some jeans and tshirt for my little sunshine , my brothers daughter which is beautiful 4 years old girl i cant wait to see her.
Than we met another friend bought some drinks and again went to the park in the evening which was ass-cold so we went to my friends house and watched some polish series i cant remember the name but it was pretty good!
My dad picked me up in the evening and we drove home  listening to AC/DC on full volume, gotta love my dad for that hahaha !

i know its a bit too warm to buy scarf but h&m had sale and i saw this one its so nice warm cosy and soft and couldnt help it.

 here are some things i bought for my little girl, look at the hello kitty PJ's hahaha (she loves hello kitty btw)

alright so im gonna go clean up my room do the laundry and pack my bags as next weekend gonna be too busy . maybe i will get the pics from my friend later and pst it because we both forgot the cameras so she was doing some pics with her phone lol
Have nice sunday everyone!  Enjoy the sun if you got one.

book

hello there its Friday which means no more college till tuesday and next week is a last week and than half term omg im so happy about that yopu cant imagine! Anyways few days ago i ordered few books and i recived one today and also an email saying that 2 books i wanted and need badly are being reprinted and hell knows when they gonna come here so anyways here is a book its called  "Fashion Designers Sketchbooks" and its basically pictures of how famous fashion designers create their work wrom scratch how they illustrate their work and how their sketchbook is organized which is really usefull thing to have when you have no idea how to organize your sketchbook and sometimes im stuck and dont know how to put my ideas together. also there are little interviews with the designers which i havent checked out yet but i will do soon .
Anyways im really ill i chatched a virus somewhwere and im dying. my nose is a nightmare so runny and annoying and i have temperature all the time, and i had to drag myself to college throught all the week with this cold but i made it and im actually proud as i never did it before, I was always like ahh i dont feel good im gonna stay home which was different now i just put myself together and went there did my work and im happy . It feels like summer in London, seriously its hot not warm but hot and im melting outside on thursday when we were going back to college from our lunch 2 billboards with temperature showed 32*C and 33*C so thats like summer, and i saw people sunbathing in the park today which is pathetic a bit its too early for that isnt it?
 I need some lighter and summer clothes so i will go for small shopping tomorrow,  And now i need to sort out the situation with my nose because its a dickhead .

Sunday.

Rings: H&M & Primark
Necklace wrapped around my arm: cant remember 
Leggings: River Island
Tank top: Primark

OMG im inlove with my new H&M ring, i saw it online few days ago and i fell for it. I was looking for something like this for ages and none of the other rings i tried on were right but this one is just perfect, fits perfectly and feels confortable, i have few rings that really annoy me when i've got them on, for eg,  the one with silver bird i have on on this pics, its really pretty ring but when i want to reach something from my pocket or im doing something with my hasir its just pain in the arse seriously.  The tiny tiny ring with cuffs on is so old, i cant remember where i got it from i just remember it was attached to some branclet, and i bought it because i remember how hard i tried to be emo kid but i never looked like one as i never could reach this emo look, which is good because now when i look at this i find it ridicilous but well another fun fact about me : "i tried to be emo but i failed"  lets go back to the ring, so yeah i found it few months ago and i actually like to wear it from time to time, it looks good. What else it was such a nice day today and when i came back home there was thunderstorm. .
I had such a nice day/night with my girls last night we went to the party had some fun and than decided to go home earlier and do "girls night" we watched movies and did face masks , fun times! I want more of those!

Anyways its my dad's day today i dont really know what can i call it maybe like half-bday or name day ? polish people celebrate it and today my dad have it so happyyyyy name day/ half-bday to the best dad in the whole world i love him so so much !

yeah and now im gonna go and force myself to do some research! and no i dont celebrate UK's mothers day, im gonna wait for may :D but happy mother's day to everyone who celebrate it.

April Fool's

Look what i found!  pictures from our little trip to the sea side last year in november. It would be such a fun day if it wasnt raining, but still had fun .

Im really tired now, i will write more tomorrow.
And its april fools today, well nearly end of it but i have to say the day itself was fucking with me,  first ugly ass weather so cold in the morning, than bus was so late because believe or not a cow was on the road and didnt wanted to move, hell knows how she got on the road but anyways, than came into the class and apparently teacher went home 15 minuites before i came in and only6 thing we know she was sick so we watched Spirited Away again and than my dad told me that my face is whole dirty from pastels and i freaked out than he told me it was a prank, than at home he hidden all of my diet food and put sweets, and of the junk food in the fridge ...which was also prank. So to get back at him when he was preparing his bath i went to the bathroom and turned off hot water, so he had nice surprise few minutes later hahaha " WHAT THE HELL?"  so i assume he liked my prank as well hahaha .!
Any of you got pranked today? or suprised someone?

Monday 28.03.2011

hello people, I came back home 2 hours ago , i went to Sandi for a sleep over yesturday after 2 shoots Sandi and Chris did with me. I had really good day with them both yesturday haha, We had pizza in my garden it was so warm, we need to plan BBQ as soon as possible seriously! Than we went to the pub which is right at the end of the road where my house is, and as i live in this house almost 4 years i never been to this pub, but i love it and Jack daniels is half cheaper than it is in central. So I have new nice place to go haha . Than we had so much fun in the tube Chris opened up this huge badass flash with umbrella in met line (and you ae not allowed to use any photography in london underground ) so we could get fine for that if someone would cought us.  and rest you know me and Sandi chilled out with hagen haha . After our talk about diets what i did? i went to sainsburys and bought cabbage so starting from today im eating cabbage soup for whole week, its such a good diet, and i need to loose few kg's for summer and its a good time to do it esspecially im going Poland soon.
Oh and i fotgot my glasses from sandis house , im fucking blind hahaha !!!
I need them !

and the outfit for today is :

Scarf- McQ (i used it as suspenders )
Tank top: Primark
Shorts: remade by me
Shoes:  Prmark.

oh and lets not forget Pauly D (my brohahaha)

beat that beat up!!!! dat beat hits you, you need to fight back!!! omg this is such a tune ! cant stop listenig to it !

Chill out!

I'm not even a little bit sleepy! well i will go to bed soon , now im just chilling out reading my magazine.
I loved the evening today , so funny . Hi to this two guys who tried to chat with me hahaha.one of them was good looking but i guess he was gay. Story of my fucking life hahaha !
we drinked beers and my favourite coctail sex on the beach haha. I hate asking for it, i mean once i was trying to buy this coctail and guy asked me if i want actuall sex on the beach or a drink so ... hahaha . than we went to eat and i went vback home. Such a funny evening haha.
Some people piss me off so much, like dude mind your own business and get a life bitches, I swear to god its so childish, some girls instead of becoming more clever and mature are getting fucking dumber and childish.  I feel like im in kindergarden. Jezzz. jelous, jelous -_-'  Let me tell you something bitches you know who you are and seriously you just waiste your time, your life is boring i know, but it doesnt mean you have to make our lifes miserable ok? go to the gym or get your fucking life sorted out not bitch about someone else, because you know we have more than you do. so fuck you. Anyways karma is a bitch so be careful what you do.
Anywaysss here are some pics of me from today, 2 from before i went out and 2 from now xD

 smokeeeeeeeeeee!!!

outfit. i loved this one *-*

 chilling in my PJ's and cosy oversized hoodie, I had it on tour with me and everytime i put it on it remind me of all crazy shit what happend there haha !

fuck yeaaaah magazineeeee , *-* !