Horses.

Hello everyone!  I've been working on my sketchbook over few days and I feel like I've improved when it comes to sketchbook ideas, layering and so on. I've used 60 years old book I've found in my garage as my sketchbook, it looks amazing! I've always used plain white sketchbooks when doing my projects so a bit of a change is good right?
Anyways i totally forgot that when me and my friend were walking back to my house the other day we took pictures with horses!  I'm afraid of them as I had accident when I was a child so I was pretty freaking out when my friend told me to stroke their big heads a little, in the end I defeated my fear and did it!
Horses are such a beautiful creatures!

 this one was funny! haha

  one on the left had blue eyes !! so pretty!!!

Outfit :
Scarf- H&M
Jacket : River Island
Top: Primark
Jeans: Zara

Outfit.

That's how I looked yesterday right before going to college.  Really simple one khaki trousers with black blazer and little black dress underneath the blazer I used as a top with scarf around my neck and owl necklace. Its really comfortable and smart outfit I love it!

Blazer - really old cant remember where I got it from + handmade left shoulder detail
Khaki throusers - Primark
dress underneath the blazer - Primark ( i know you cant really see it but oh well .. )
Scarf - McQueen
Bag- Primark
Owl necklace - River Island. ( I'm so in love with this one! )

I'm going to the hospital now for another throat scan, keep your fingers crossed for me to get right diagnosis  !

Exhibition

Soooo first year of college just finished! Summer timeeeeee yeyeyeye!
So exhibition was awesome! I put so much work and efford in it! and I'm actually proud of myself no matter what, I had bad and good times when I was working on this project, I had times when I just wanted to grab all my work and throw it in the bin because I thought its the shittest thing ever, and i had times when i was just so determinated and proud of what I've created! Mostly at the end when my final outcome was standing in this glass booth and people were amazed by my work, and asked questions and all it felt so good! . Im proud of myself because I've put so much into this and it came out so well, and this isnt just my opinion but others as well!
I think its the best feeling when you work your ass for 3 months on something and than group of people will come and look at it and tell you that its amazing and stunning and really good quality, the best is that people think that im experienced in sewing and making garments but im NOT, its my second dress! people were quite shocked about it but oh well.. I dont know this exhibition made me feel good, really good actually!
It didnt go as I wanted it to, but in the end it was great ! I cant wait to exhibit my work next year!
Anyways I had so much fun with my people and i would like to thank every person which showed up for me i lovee you guyyys!

some pics of my work !

;D !

New in the closet.

Hello  peopleeee! i missed blogging so i came back to post something here as i have some free time right now. Im finishing my first year of Fashion design and i cant believe it went so fast! and WTF i need to start preparing for Uni soon, im gonna write my personal statement very soon, and as friend of mine advised me to do i will write it few time to get the perfect one till september. In september i will need to know which courses and which Universities i want to go to and start applying. Its freaking me out you cant imagine.  Its my dream to go to Central Saint Martins and i will try my best to end up there at least on foundation diploma! because i guess its the best place you can go for fashion.  anywayyyyyssss.... Im in such a stress i have exhibition on Monday, Its prvate view so just close friends and families will be able to attend it,
And my life couldnt be better ! i love it right now, its just beautiful, even the sun is coming back to us!
I have beautiful dress to wear on my exhibition. Damnnn im stressing out im scared that my dress is not good enough, and i think i expect too much from myself. And the thing i will have to talk about it what inspired me and such is also freaking me out. But good there is a bar with free drinks so i can drink some and it will be easier hahaha !
anyways here is some shopping from this week!

 Dress - H&M

 Plain Ballerinas- Primark

 Skirt - H&M

 Skirt- H&M

outfit :  jacket - h&m, scarf- h&m suglasses-new look

Isnt that dress beautiful? when i saw if i just knew it have to be mine! haha and the shoes so cute! i was looking in so many shops but they didnt had plain ballerinas in the coulour of my dress but Primark. damnn i love primark!
Now im gonna go change into my swimsuit and lay in my garden and get some tan because we have some serious sun over here!!!
Oh and my darling is coming today to stay over mine and  she will go college in the afternoon with me and than exhibition as well ! yeyeyeye !
I will post pictures from the exhibition on comming days as i will be pretty busy this coming week, i have to go to hospital as well so keep your fingers crossed for meee!!!

Outfit.

Haven't done outfit post for ages so i thought i wil ldo one today xD I'm wearing really basic one, white jeans with oversized shirt. Nothing special but looks and feels good and confortable. I found this jeans somewhere deep in my closet i cant remember where i got them from because they are like 3 years old but i had them on no more than 5 times as they are white and its easy to get dirt on them. I think everyone should have pair of these esspecially when its warm outside you dont want to burn your ass in dark clothes.  Shirt is from Primark.

Party time.

hello everyone im in a rush i just came back from shopping and now im eating my pizza and getting ready to go out to Kaskas and than we gonna go to our frind bday party which have a theme! haha i need to run to superdrug when im gonna be on harrow and buy wash off tan because im gonna dress up like Jwwow from Jersey shore haha , seems like fun doesnt it? haha well im really lazy today and getting me to decide to go there was a challenge but i decided to go in the end. now need to pray that my trains are working properly so i can get to kaskas on time and do the tan my camera is dead but i will try to charge it so maybe there will be some pics as well xD
anyways i found old old top today and i decided to wear it because it matches my throusers!

so here is how i look now

well i love the outfit and i thing sometimes diging in your closet is good because you will always find old stuff that you will wear again!
so now im off and have nice weekend everyone!

Hi guys, I've got such a lazy day today, i didnt went toi college as i think it was pointless for me to spend more time in the tube than at the college itself. Today i would just give in my project and sit fr 15 minutes listening to my teacher talking about new one, which i bet he will do after easter break as well so lets say 30 minutes in college compared to hour and a half of traveling was not worth even getting up ! So i stayed at home, and im being such a lazy cow right now.
And you know how do i do it i cleaned my room on monday and its wednesday and my room look like tsunami payed us a visitm which is ridicilous as i dont even know where is this mess comming from i wasnt at home for whole day on tuesday ...anyways i need to clean again and i hate cleaning so its a nightmareeee !
What else i cat stop watching this one polish series with my favourite actor jesus why he has to be so omg *-* ?
whyyyy anyways the series is so nice reminds me bit of polish ugly betty because few people from it also play in the series i watch .

yeah looks interesting huh?
(Bobeeeeeeeeeeeeeczeeeeeeeekkk japierdolejejejejejejejejee) sorry i had to hahaha !

and to my polish readers : 
Ktoś z ogląda? Jeżeli tak to, też wam ten serial strasznie przypomina Brzydule?  Bo mi na maksa, i omg jak mnie Socha wkurwia w tym serialu, mam ochotę jej coś zrobić przez monitor hahaa !

anyways i have 2 pics of my outfits from yesturday well the one i had in college and after college when i came back home and went to the town. so

Morning:

 Afternoon:

Throusers: Primark
Jacket: River Island
Shirt (from 1st pic): H&M
Tank Top: cant remember.

Sunday.

Rings: H&M & Primark
Necklace wrapped around my arm: cant remember 
Leggings: River Island
Tank top: Primark

OMG im inlove with my new H&M ring, i saw it online few days ago and i fell for it. I was looking for something like this for ages and none of the other rings i tried on were right but this one is just perfect, fits perfectly and feels confortable, i have few rings that really annoy me when i've got them on, for eg,  the one with silver bird i have on on this pics, its really pretty ring but when i want to reach something from my pocket or im doing something with my hasir its just pain in the arse seriously.  The tiny tiny ring with cuffs on is so old, i cant remember where i got it from i just remember it was attached to some branclet, and i bought it because i remember how hard i tried to be emo kid but i never looked like one as i never could reach this emo look, which is good because now when i look at this i find it ridicilous but well another fun fact about me : "i tried to be emo but i failed"  lets go back to the ring, so yeah i found it few months ago and i actually like to wear it from time to time, it looks good. What else it was such a nice day today and when i came back home there was thunderstorm. .
I had such a nice day/night with my girls last night we went to the party had some fun and than decided to go home earlier and do "girls night" we watched movies and did face masks , fun times! I want more of those!

Anyways its my dad's day today i dont really know what can i call it maybe like half-bday or name day ? polish people celebrate it and today my dad have it so happyyyyy name day/ half-bday to the best dad in the whole world i love him so so much !

yeah and now im gonna go and force myself to do some research! and no i dont celebrate UK's mothers day, im gonna wait for may :D but happy mother's day to everyone who celebrate it.

Off.

outfit :
bag:: old
shirt: primark
jeans:zara


Im off to high wycombe :D have a nice day everyone!

Monday 28.03.2011

hello people, I came back home 2 hours ago , i went to Sandi for a sleep over yesturday after 2 shoots Sandi and Chris did with me. I had really good day with them both yesturday haha, We had pizza in my garden it was so warm, we need to plan BBQ as soon as possible seriously! Than we went to the pub which is right at the end of the road where my house is, and as i live in this house almost 4 years i never been to this pub, but i love it and Jack daniels is half cheaper than it is in central. So I have new nice place to go haha . Than we had so much fun in the tube Chris opened up this huge badass flash with umbrella in met line (and you ae not allowed to use any photography in london underground ) so we could get fine for that if someone would cought us.  and rest you know me and Sandi chilled out with hagen haha . After our talk about diets what i did? i went to sainsburys and bought cabbage so starting from today im eating cabbage soup for whole week, its such a good diet, and i need to loose few kg's for summer and its a good time to do it esspecially im going Poland soon.
Oh and i fotgot my glasses from sandis house , im fucking blind hahaha !!!
I need them !

and the outfit for today is :

Scarf- McQ (i used it as suspenders )
Tank top: Primark
Shorts: remade by me
Shoes:  Prmark.

oh and lets not forget Pauly D (my brohahaha)

beat that beat up!!!! dat beat hits you, you need to fight back!!! omg this is such a tune ! cant stop listenig to it !

Chill out!

I'm not even a little bit sleepy! well i will go to bed soon , now im just chilling out reading my magazine.
I loved the evening today , so funny . Hi to this two guys who tried to chat with me hahaha.one of them was good looking but i guess he was gay. Story of my fucking life hahaha !
we drinked beers and my favourite coctail sex on the beach haha. I hate asking for it, i mean once i was trying to buy this coctail and guy asked me if i want actuall sex on the beach or a drink so ... hahaha . than we went to eat and i went vback home. Such a funny evening haha.
Some people piss me off so much, like dude mind your own business and get a life bitches, I swear to god its so childish, some girls instead of becoming more clever and mature are getting fucking dumber and childish.  I feel like im in kindergarden. Jezzz. jelous, jelous -_-'  Let me tell you something bitches you know who you are and seriously you just waiste your time, your life is boring i know, but it doesnt mean you have to make our lifes miserable ok? go to the gym or get your fucking life sorted out not bitch about someone else, because you know we have more than you do. so fuck you. Anyways karma is a bitch so be careful what you do.
Anywaysss here are some pics of me from today, 2 from before i went out and 2 from now xD

 smokeeeeeeeeeee!!!

outfit. i loved this one *-*

 chilling in my PJ's and cosy oversized hoodie, I had it on tour with me and everytime i put it on it remind me of all crazy shit what happend there haha !

fuck yeaaaah magazineeeee , *-* !

Saturday.

outfit
oversized tshirt- primark
pants- primark


I just came back from shopping with my dad. Now im going to tidy up my room a bir and than im off to meet my friend, we'll probably go to the pub as always chill out and so on. The weather is not so nice outside, sun is gone and sky is covered with this ugly gray clouds, but its really warm so at least that !
Im drinking my coffe now reading bazaar and eating some cake me and my dad just bought, its so yummy! .
I cant wait for a dinner my dad will make some nice food tonight so im not eating anything till i will come back from my friend as i really want to enjoy this meal. My tan is fading away ;((( I want to keep this ncie bronze skin omg ;(
+ I love my outfit today its so confortable and it looks good so im happy abour that.
Have a nice day everyone!

hot pants

While i was cleaning my house today , i also cleaned my wardrobe, and found really old black jeans, I just had them 3-4 times on me, and never used them so i decided to make shorts from them. i cut them up and added chains i bought few days ago and i have to say they look wicked! I want to buy some studs from ebay so i can take one back pocket off and attatch them to it as well also im gonna go to my garage and look for some sand paper to give this shorts finishing touch . I love t5hem and i cant wait to wear them when its gonna be so warm !
Also i talked to my brother in the morning which made me miss my country so so badly, we sat and talked on skype on webcam for about an hour he have 3 new tattoos, fucking addict haha !
Also i just talked to my sister which is getting married in few weeks and i cant be there, well i will do everthing i can to be in poland on 16th because i cant miss another wedding of my siblings! no way!

 

Outfit.

Rings- Primark + H&M

Shoes- New Look

Top- Primark

Shorts- by me.

Nice huh?  well perfect for me haha !
Im gonna go and finish up cleaning my second room.

Off.

Outfit:
Jacket : River island
Tshirt: New Look
White blouse: cant remember old as fuck.
Throusers: Primark

Im off to see my friend in High Wycombe . My throat hurts still -_-' . I will write more later + im so lazyyyyyyyyyyy !

Outfit

Leather Jacket- River Island
tshirt- Primark
Scarf- AM
Jeans- Zara
Boots- Primark
Bag- Primark
Sunglasses- gift no idea where is it from

Im really not in good mood so its better if i remain silent. Think im gonna go jogging tomorrow.
Goodnight.

21 February 2011 / Outfit.

 Hi everyone, I feel much much much better so that means antibiotics are doing such a good job!
Im waiting for my friend to come over shes stuck on the bus station. Damn you busses!!!  Anyways im planning to go and pick her up from my bus stop and take a walk to the shop as its a bit far away from my house, which is good as i need some fresh air .Here is how i look today , i like this outfit actually, lace dress + military pants go well with eachother.  I had this dress on comet, ahhh it brings such a good memories to me. like any other piece of clothing i had on myself when i was on tour xD
I will post something later maybe but im not saying i will for sure.

  

Lace dress:  Jane Norman
Pants: Primark

Photoshoot.

outfit:
Sunglasses: primark
Jacket: New Look
Scarf- A.M.
Jeans- Primark
Bag- Primark
Tail- H&M

Morning!
I cant believe how nice the weather is outside, so sunny and not even a single cloud on the sky,!  I feel like spring is really coming to London altough its still really cold but its getting warmer and warmer..
So yesturday i had a small photoshoot, my friend needed me to shoot some pictures for her college project so here you go the result. I had so much fun taking them haha ! But it was so ass cold you guys cant even imagine ! What else i finished the bottom of prototype of a dress im gonna start to sew tomorrow. today i need to finish the upper part and do the bigger patterns and cut out my fabric so if i come to college tomorrow i will be ready to do my work. I still need to describe this artists, but i really cant do it, im just bad at doing it so if anyone of you guys want to do it for me i would be more than happy hahaha !


i need to eat breakfast scrambled eggs maybe? i loveeeeeeeeee scrambled eggs *-* .

have nice day everyone!