snoop dogg

this song rocks! im so inlove ahha
i love snoop dogg, not really soulja boy but man this tuneee *-*
im organizing my room xD puting my tour stuff in the right place and so on and so on
college tomorrow?
maybe hahaha.

Shape-collage.

my 2008 + 2009 xD
haha tom "posted" it on his blog haha
so i used the idea xD
oh and today im in mood to listen old old old polish hip hop i used to listen hahaha
well it remind me of my life back in the days hahaha. it was so fun.
oh and today hah. i woke up at 8 and got ready to college, and when i was already dressed up and with make-up on i had few minutes left so i just layed on my bed ...and i falled asleep hahaa.
oO i woke up at 14. even i had really good sleep last night and i wasnt tired i dont know how does that happen haha. maybe because i love my bed hahaa.



haha yeah laugh i loved it but well i can listen to it still and i love my 3W
well one city and so onnnn. they are so cool in person Szad <3 ok i dont have to say more hahahaa
well im gonna eat something now. xD


.

...

Im really not in mood from few days. and today this news. -_-'
why?
not him, not there, not for that long.
no!
;(

now im being even more depressed, i need Friday with my friend.
I needd to drinkmyself to death .
yeah that woulde the best exit from this situation .

Lets pack our suitcases.

OMG thats my suitcase from not even minute ago.
yes i'm packing up oO
I still have to pack so many thing but as you see i have no more space oO
Huge pink bag is my make up bag so full of make up stuff oO
god god god.
I love this time when we have to pack our suitcases and start to get ready to go to airport and stuff like this
but its so stressful
but im so happy. yes im so happy whatever gonna happen there it will happen
we know just that we will meet one band we also wanted to.
TH? no idea

i have my Tickets for Lodz concert.
one more and im done with them .


Rihanna-Russian Roulette.

thats my song of a Day.

Ciao Bambino.

F O S

actually we know all of the meanings

hahahahhahahahahahahhahahahaha
omg what a good end of the day.
i laughed my ass do death again.
thank you YOU.

music?
Tokio Hotel-Ready,set go instrumental .

because it reminds me of whole tour thing and also it keeps me going and powerful powerful ^^

all the pain...

I've got enough of this day.
I hate Fridays from today
and i hate everyone and everything now.
ok not everyone because there are some people who keep me going today.
ok just 2 of them .
Isa thank you that you're always there for me <3
and thank you for what you wanna do for me you-know-what-i-mean
thank you also that i can talk about so many things with you. and for everything
and i wanna say happy Boy day to one boy.
.....

One heartbeat lost in the crowd...
Is anybody shouting ? that no one can hear...
zoom into me..i know you're Scared...
when you can't breath..I'll be there...
We are Dogs unleashed out of control..
full of dreams nobody knows...
don't loose your way..I'm here with you.
I'll never let you down
so be forever now.
whisper me all your secrets...
i wanna wake up in a dream...
i choose to be lonely
and live without your attention
i've got your screaming
right into my skin
you left me bleeding but i couldnt give in

...


I'm in pain. I cant stand it that I cant make it. I screwed everything.a
and when i said everything it means everything!
I know that sometimes its gonna rain but it hurts me
it hurts me so much.
It hurts i cant be where i belong to.
thats how i feel it.
especially today when situations like this bring me so down.
and i feel like closing more into myself.
i cant close . i must be more open but i cant make it.
i feel like i'm lost in this whole shit.
i feel like i dont want it any more
but something keeps me on it.
at this moment
i dont know NOTHING.
nothing what i can do to make it better.





this song mean so much to me.
and its speaking the truth.
so many situations that i can describe with this song.
as well this one that i'm in now.

Kid Rock!!

me with Kid Rock on
MTV EMA pre show party ;]

OMG.!!! guess what people!
Kid gonna come this year again!!!
should i go to party with him again??
man this person is so wicked! haha seriously. Hes so nice and funny.
and i never will forget that night with him hahaha. when My friend fall the glass of whiskey he holds in that pic.
(he never get upset about it!!!) and that

Kid: So where are you from?
Nat: Poland :D
Kid God Bless You!
Nat, Dredschen & Al : Oo HAHAHAHAHAA
Kid : Are you coming to the show?
Nat: Yes we can't wait.
Kid. God Bless You.
Nat, Dredschen & Al: oOOO hahaha .

seating with him on this orange couch
Kid: Why are you shaking?
Nat: No i DON'T!!!
Kid: Yes i can feel it!
Nat: No its your imagination
Kid: God Bless You.
Nat Dredschen & Al : oO LMAO!
Kid: Just act like you LOVE me!
Nati: oO oki...
Kid: God...bless YOU!
US : oOOOO

hahaha man every time he say something he say god bless you hahahaha.
Oh and on the show when he was performing he came close to us and he recognized us straight away! than he said
*I remember You* and he smiled hahahaa.
Oh and Tom was watching his performance hahaha.
I wonder how its gonna be now man i MUST see Kid again hahaha.
maybe he will remember us from Liverpool hahaha

BTW. Now its second day when i bearly sleep just 2 hours why?
because of my Mask Project.
I hate Simon for that!!!!
Boah a lot of stuff to do still and im so tired. and i have to finish it today -_-'
mannn i've drink 5 red bulls already and still feel like someone had chewed me -_-'
oh and after I finish with my Mask project I have my room to clean -_-' and i have to do it because i can't find anything its such a mess because i have all the papers around the room --'
Don't you try to do Art&Design course at College NEVER!!
It seems to be so easy but it really doesn't!
oh oki img going to finish those 6 pages and than paint Alps and than do BIG research about Germany and than do Presentation board and i can move on to clean my room.
oh and i will redecorate it as well.
Im bored of it now -_-'

Song of a Day?
Jay-Z- Run this Town.
TH- Heilig (i love this song and i haven't heard it for ages)
The Best of Buka
and all the shit in my iTunes. ;]


Ciao :*

Sean Paul my Love <3 / Milan.

Yesturday i had a feeling to go back and listen to my loved Sean Paul again. I used to do it in the past and it came back to me xD
I love this gut he have such a party songas, and i love his voice *-*.
No idea why but i've got a feeling that Tom is copying him hahaha seriously I looked at some of Seans photoshoots and at Tom now he even do the same faces as Sean did hahaha.
But when someone asked him about it he said NO
how strange that is hahaa.

Ok so OFFICIALLY hahaha I can say that we are coming to Milano!!
I will be there from 27-30/9.
so its like 18 days left oO
I cant believe it !.
I'm so happy that i'm gonna se them guys so soon!
And my friend is comming with me and i havent seen her for year!!
God I'm so happy hahahaha.
Maybe my luck is back? I beg for that hahahaa!



Ok so Today i cleaned my room. And i have to say its REALLY clean hahaha
Ok I can keep my room tidy everytime but at least i'm trying hahaa.
Yesturday i spend all my money in the shops -_0
how lame , even that i prommised to myself that i will keep the money for tour
but anyway, I think I'm gonna update my sketch book because I missed the lessons on friday.

oh and i have to say college is quite fun and relaxing really.
all we did yesturday was just painting. hahaa
we also had paint fight but I dont wanna comment it hahahaha.

Ok I'm going my sketchbook is calling me hahaha.

Jump In Jump Out. <3

I'm in love with this song. Ciara & Missy Elliott are one of my favourites.
The Video is amusing . So this is a song of the day ;].

So Today I don't feel well. I've got a feeling that my tummy gonna explode in a minute.
Also I just called to get more info about my new Dog.
Yessss I'm getting a puppy *-*.
Its Tanned Doberman. I'm so inlove with those dogs.
I had one before but he died [*]
I'm gonna pick him up on 26. September.
So it's almost a month but still. I'm so happy about it.

what's next?
2 days ago I went to college for enrollment. I will have just 3 days a week which is about 14 hours *-* so that's really good for me. I meet my new Tutor. Shes really nice lady.
On thursday we gonna go for a trip to Central London (nice trip btw. hahaha)
But i'm gonna do Art & Design this year so I bet that's gonna be Museum or something like that xD
Oh she also said our class gonna be so smal. So thats kind of good. xD

Oh and thank you for my Dear Friend for letting me hear Tom saying my name. I love you so much for that M.

Shoes. <3

I must say I loveeeeeee shoes <33 Its my addiction to buy one pair or more on every shopping I go xD
hahaha hmm I just bought this ones <3



when i saw them in deichmann i had to buy them *-*
they ares sooooo nice and comfortable


i love the design of this ones that why i bought them xD
one thing i dont like about them is a zipper at the back but still i love them *-*

oh and i need new UGGs because mine isnt nice anymore.
i saw ones in UGG store for 150 pounds but they are awesome so its must for me to buy them xDD

what else I'm so bored today. My dad was to lazy to pick me up to the ice ring so i didnt go for iceskating today -_-'
i hate him for that butt... he's still my dad i understand him that he can be tired as well xD

OMG my brother is comming to london on sunday i cant describe how happy I'm!!!.
and he've got B-day on 20 august. so i have to think about some good gift for him xD

btw. I hate when people are jelous!

the song of a day is....


ahhh i love this song it reminds me of that 3 months when i was in poland when i was partying almost everyday hahahah

DJ Tiësto on Sunday!!!!!!!!

OMFG i can't describe how excited I'm about him coming to London!!!
Finally I'm gonna see him.
I loveeeeeeeee his music and I loveee this guy.!
I was listening to him since i was small!
I never had a chance to go and see him. And this Sunday my HUGE Dream gonna come true!.
ahhhhhhh I really can't believe it!
but I've got my tickets for his concert on victoria park buttttttt
I don't have ID so HOPE for me to get in!!!
than i need to follow him to the hotel I wanna see him from close!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!
Thats gonna be my day!.
Still cant believe it thats just few days!.

song of a Day?


anddddd

College interview

Today I had my College Interview.
That was cool xD .I get the place ^^. I'm so happy!!!!
The woman who interviewed me gonna be my Tutor. She's so nice xD And she's german xD
I was the only girl for Art & Design oO!!!
I hope that I'm gonna have some girls in my class hahaha.
Last year there was only 6 of us girls lol.

Next year I'm gonna go back to my college in Paddington. I love this college. I miss it seriously.

Now I'm drawing. I'm kind of bored -_-'
I hate this holidays. Nothing is happenin' this year -_-;'

Than I'm gonna eat my Chicken Tikka.

Yeah and OMG that car on Tom's blog is sooooooooo cool!
haha I think I'm gonna print it out as well! hahahahahha

Tomorrow I'm going with Elizka to Oxford Circus. xD I want some shoes from Zara.
I saw some high heels there which were soooo nice so I must have them xD
Than we gonna go to the studio again and record 2 more songs xD

Ok and the song of the day is...

New Layout ;]

old look

new look xD

I get bored of old layout so I decided to do new one xD
I like to change things.
Ok now I'm going to have shower, than cook something to eat and than I need to call my brother once again.


Ok thats the song of the day.

Tokio-fans,

OMG I've got no words to describe Polish fans of Tokio Hotel.
They are most stupid ones seriously.
Can't wait till concert in Germany and when a lot of Polish fans gonna be there.
sriously.
Lets see what's gonna happend there.
I bet its gonna be the same as in Dortmund last year.
Girls gonna come out of the venue all cried outbecause German fans will beat them up again -_-'
And Toms Blog is turning into Polish forum -_-'
And the war between fans just begun -_-'

ok Song of a day is....


I love this song *-*

bad days

From yesturday I've got bad days -_-'
yesturday I fall down from the stairs and i broke my tooth -_-'
i hate myself for that so much.
I look so stupid
My ribs, leg and my face are in pain

+ my tummy's killing me from pain
I hate those days seriously -_-'
I want to play my Sims 3 but my PC is too slow for them -_-'


Song of a day?


Ciao :*

Song of a day.

I really love this song.
It reminds me of someone xD

Good Mornin'

I must say I hate Sundays
they are boringgggg
can someone give me tuesday? or friday?
Ok whatever.
Tomorrow I'm going to MJ fan meet up ^^
hope it will be fun
hmmm what else?
I hate my PC for that its so slow today
oh and I just cant get this song off my mind just love it!




ok I'm going to take shower now
Ciao :*