new project- inspirations

Hello there! I havent blogged for few days but its only because now im getting home really late and after that I just want to take shower and watch something and chill out after long long day so i guess that i will not blog so often. I got new project as i wished new class and new teacher.  Its too loud in this group of people which means its a disaster for me  because i need silence to create something and when such a chaos is around me i just cant work properly . On tuesday i destroyed 2 pieces of my work because of that. Today we got new teacher which is a fashion & costume designer, and also shes really straightforward in what she says and seems very strict so today the class was way better than on tuesday.

I understand some people are just loud-souls, but sometimes they should just get on with their work, because its not only them in the class but 14 other people. Teacher said its gonna be very hard to get through to the second year, im really confident about myself as i know i will def. get through So im not even worried about that i have no reason not to pass i've got good well really good grades, my work is good so ;D
What else today i transcribed one of my ideas onto the paper, looks good for me but still i need to develop it further.  The project is our Final Major Project which always happens to be at the end of each year, this one is a taster of the one we will get at the end of fashion show, we will have exhibition on 27th June and in the second year we will have proper fashion show and im already excited about that as next year we will probably produce next 3 pieces . The project tittle is Insects and Foliage, which i find super super super disgusting as i've got fobia when it comes to insects. Its hard for me to even look at this stuff but i have to fight my fears right now.
My inspiration are def. butterflies and spiders or better spider nets. My inspiration is once again McQueen.
And just by the way i think Sarah Burton took over McQueen with style, Her work is beautiful and on Lee's standards i love it, and im so proud of Sarah because she did hell of a job and actually kept the label on its feet. I guess she must have learned a lot from Lee and also that both of them were so close so she even design perfectly the same style he did, its good to know that there is someone who will continue doing something so beautiful and inspirational .  So  McQueen/Burton are my inspiration for ths project.
Today me and Edwina went to natural history museum after college and looked into butterflies there and i have to say jesus christ they are beautiful little things!

I feel like im actually excited for this project, its really big project and we dont have much time, so right now i will focus on that as i want to put whole my heart into this one, and came up with something amazing. so wish me luck haha !


Alexander McQueen Sarah Burton S/S 2011 :

 

Ok thats it for now., I need some rest and i have doctor tomorrow keep your fingers crossed that finally i will get laryngoscopy scan because i need one and they aint giving it to me ;( 

morning !

im ready to go to college, hopefully today we will finally specialize  and get introduced to our final major project as i cant wait to know what wil that be about. !
and well last year somewhere in poland i probably had most hilarious 3 hours of mi life hahahahahahaha

oh well this pic was taken around 11 in the morning so hour after we got out of something but thrust me if you only knew what we had ...you would piss your pants, and obviously i cant tell you that hahah.

14.03.2010 Łódź

And here we go again another year from another amazing concert. Lodz was beautiful, one of the best concert I've ever been, I was so surprised by the mood of our guys as the night at the hotel was simply hell not only for us as as well for them. as crazy fan girls were running around screaming around the hotel till 4 am in the morning or even 5. and than the venue was so empty but guys were in such a happy mood like i havent seen on any previous concerts i've been to of this tour. And also i had hell at the venue well till 3 pm everything was alright, than all people which were at hotel came with their parents and made such a chaos, luckly someone took us behind the barriers and let us in almost an hour ealrier before everyone and im so thankful for that as i was almost fainting because i didnt ate a thing since previous evening , cold as fuck , wet and everything as we had nice snow storm there.  Also it was nice to walk around the venue and talk with one guy and look how they build up the stage :D Oh and lets not forget that few minutes before  security took us to the venue i almost got punched in my face by one 40 years old dude which blamed me that his daughter wasnt first in the line... luckly one girl stopped his hand as well as bodyguard because of top of not seing guys at the hotel when they were leaving to head to the venue, without sleep and all other disaster we had there i could get punched in my face about 3 hours till the start of the cocnert which would obviously be even more terrible for me, and also when i had to get my branclet and i was already separated from all the crazy fans and parents i had to take a bodyguard yes a bodyguard to go with me because people were going mad, and while i was on my way to get it another massive dude started to have a go at me and got very agressive ...well next time dear poland go to germany or holland for a cocnert than you will see what is it at the venues and if you wanna stand closer come fucking earlier.  Lets go back to concert itself, once again the best of Humanoid city ocncerts i guess, when i sat there at the barriers in empty venue i felt energy comming back to me, once cocnert started i was fine, i didnt even felt hunger or any dizziness, I dont know why but once im inside the venue i feel so powerfull haha you can laugh but its true haha ! . And greets to nice security guy which was complimenting 4 of us when we stood in the venue hahahaha . Luckly i told isa where to go as she came back fom hotel so she was one of the firsts in the venue and tok place next to me, you people cant even imagine how affraid i was about her but she made it haha !

vid by me.

Vid by dredi . my favourite part of concert i dont even have to say WHY hahahaha !

ahhhh lodz lodz ♥

Flashback

13.03.2010 night before big day. loads of things happened,, the pictures showed our nice chill out xD well which was actually wasted later because of some people i got all frustrated and pissed off and ended up having just 30 minutes of sleep which was really really bad as i had whole day of organizing and dealing with little fangirls and their parents at the venue. And i didnt even ate this fucking awesome breakfast they served as i had to leave hotel at 6 am in the morning. well actually i didnt ate at all untill concert finished lol.
crazy shit happened in Lodz really crazy.

Little Shopping

As I said in previous post today we had such a warm and sunny day. Which also made my mood better, When we walked outside i saw people without their jackets just tshirts with short sleves, which was a bit pathetic of them as it wasnt that hot, or girls in hot pants  and tank tops i was just like dudeeeeeee  of course its sunny but not fucking summer. we went to a shop bought beers and went to the park and chilled out near little lake, it was nice but than sun decided to go away and it got a bit colder. than we went shopping i bout some stuff, not really much but i love it. Also lets not forget that on thrursday i recived a package and of course i didnt woke up and never heard postman at the door so he left me a slip. I guess we have new one, old one used to leave packages at our door as we asked him to do so . So i went there to this place where they told me to go , and it was around 11 in the morning and this woman jesus christ , she came there with slippers on and bathrobe, wet hair like she just came out of the shower i was about to laugh my ass off there i swear, DONT DO THAT ! its fucking hilarious and you look like an psycho for real!

Anyways thats about it about my day another lazy saturday .
Here are things i bought.

 

shea shower cream , shea body butter, moroccan rose body butter, & morocan rose shower gel 

are from Body Shop .

 

US flag tank top - Prmark

 

Vogue

 

Throw- Primark

 Chain necklaces - Primark 

( i will not wear them i bought them only because i will sew them into my blazer :D)

i also bought soooo many fresh fruits today and im planning to go downstairs in a second and make myself nice bowl of fruit salad with cream on the top ...yuuuuuuuuuummmmyyyyyyy !.
oh and as you can see my wordrobe is not closing...i've got wayyy too many clothes (clotheses :P:P:P) 

off.

omg such a sunny and warm day, cant sit at home, going out to High Wycombe. Wanna take a walk in the park , and i should talk through stuff about a trip me and my friend are making in May omg cant waaaaaaaait.!

Tsunami & earthquake in Japan

Such a shocking day today people. I got up quite late and all i saw on facebook was people talking over japan and US so i turned my TV on and saw what a disasster is going on in Japan right now, Its terrible how you cant stop the nature from doing this awful things, People lost everything what they've been working for years, they lost families they lost everything, when you sit at home and watch it its so touching and it hurts that you cant even do anything , you can just sit and watch how their lives turned into hell , my heart broke into 1000 little pieces after watching this I feel bad about this even i dont know none of them but my heart goes out to every single person in Japan and other countries that have been touched by this terrible thing or they waiting for it to come. Seriously i dont even have words for how i feel about this situation its just horrible nightmare. The images of it are frightening and just watching it was breathtaking for me.
God bless Japan and everyone who suffers there.