Off to Hamburg

(Hamburg May 2011)

I had really long day,  at college today as i started at 9 and finished at 5. Aywen is gone and its so empty without him but oh well.  Now i just finished washing my carpet as the doggie made super duper mess and I'm gonna go pack myself and than Hamburg calling!
 I missed this city so much and even I'm gonna be there till sunday only I wanna go no matter what, as its my beloved city! 
So have a great weekend. I'm definitely gonna enjoy mine ;D

New Phone

ah yesss finally i got new Blackberry, (Blackberry Bold 9780) I never had one before and I always wanted one and i have to say im inlove! the phone is fast and handy , I love the keyboard but it will take me while to get used to it as i was using touchscreen for 3 years. I will keep my old phone which is Iphone and use it with my old number and also as an ipod from now on.  I had to get new phone because my iphone was taking a piss and this phone is just a retard, and im honest here, and also my screen is starting to break down lol.
What else? ... Im getting to know my new phone right now, entering all of my contacts and so on which will take me agessss haha but i have to do so.  And I hate DHL because of how they update their tracking page and for the long wait for delivery, i just hate waiting for deliveries esspecially the ones i need to sign, because i have to be at home for them,  I need to hang my laundry and pack my suitcase as tomorrow my friend is comming here and at the night of thursday we gonna drive to the airport with my dad, im so exciteeeeed!!! where im going? you will see after i come back xD ! I dont rweally wanna say because i learned a lesson from times before, people started to freak out and so on and i dont want that.
Anywayssss, im gonna leave my new born BB to charge and go to hang my laundry and make some dinner.
Oh and i wanted to go to do some shopping but my bus never came and i got pissed of because i stood there for 30 minutes...ridicilous.


pics of my babyberry ♥

brother and sister right? hahaha !

Day off.

I decided to take one day off from college. I dont feel well and my leg is not functioning so well., but doesnt mean i will sit at home sleeping or doing nothing. I just cleaned my room and now i will do some sketchbook work and a bit of sewing. I need a model to fit in my dress and pose for me on monday.

and as i promissed to show you mine new college here you go. This building is so modern and amazing, one day off and im missing it lol.

 

pics by me.

I need to eat something as i havent eaten anything yet so im gonna make my way to the ktchen now which will be painful for my leg. and you guys have nice day!

Back

 

 so random!

Helloooo! 

I decided to start blogging again, jesus long time i havent posted a thing here but i will try hard to do so this time :D 

Im bored of blogging in polish so i will do it in english  maybe im gonna be random sometimes writing a post in my language so just ignore it or if you really desperate to read what crap im writing there just translate it ( you have google translate widget on the right)

Anyways i have soooo much work to deal with over next 2 weeks, basically im doing fashion and photography now and i need to finish the dress (im gonna talk about it more in few days) by 10th of feb which is actually day before my bday (it sucks!!) 

I hateeee deadlines! i really do, esspecially now when i have 4 projects at one time and little time to finish 2 of them, i seriously dont know what to do with the time . 

alright i had pretty boring and annoying day in college today (im gonna show-off with my pimped out college in comming days as well ) i went to college just to write exam i thought its gonna take an hour or so but it was just 15 minutes which is WASTE OF TIME + it was so cold that i walked into my house as one huge piece of ice haha ! 

anyways im tired now im off to bed 

goodnight! 

if i made any spelling mistakes just forgive me im so tired.  and i seriously cant be bothered to correct it right now.

Zmiany

Potrzebuje teraz jakichkolwiek zmian w moim życiu, dzisiaj leżałam w łóżku zastanawiając się od czego zacząć, wpadłam na pomysł żeby totalnie odnowić mój pokój. No wiec jak widać nie czekałam długo, dzisiaj sobie obmyślałam co gdzie chce mieć każdy detal mam zapisany i rozrysowany. Musi być dokładnie tak jak chce. Zmiany pomogą mi trochę zapomnieć, zapomnieć o czymś czego tak bardzo pragnęłam. Zastanawiam się też na zmianą włosów, może zetnę, może zafarbuje zobaczymy. Jak na razie zostaje przy pokoju.
W ogóle rozmawiałam dzisiaj z tatem na temat małego Dobermana, powiedział że mi dołoży wiec teraz będę odkładać każdego grosza na maleńkiego pieska którego chce przygarnąć. A jeszcze przecież tydzień temu miałam odkładać na coś innego, miałyśmy spełnić największe marzenie a tu plany obróciły się nam o 360 stopni. No cóż...ale Dredi pojedziemy tam kiedyś mimo wszytko tak? musimy dojść tam gdzie miałyśmy iść musimy!
No poza tym za 33 dni w końcu zobaczę moje kochanie aaaaaaaaa! nie mogę się doczekać!. Tęsknie jak nie wiem! Będzie biba hyhy, tym razem to będzie dość prywatne i totalnie inne spotkanie, powiem że nie mogę się tego doczekać!.
No i byłam dzisiaj u pana dentysty. przepisał mi antybiotyk po którym czuje się o wiele lepiej i widać że mój spuchnięty polik się poddaje i opuchlizna zaczęła powoli schodzić co mnie bardzo cieszy!.

chce coś w tym stylu jak na razie ;]

Co do pokoju zaraz zacznę wszytko ściągać ze ścian i wszytko wynosić mój tato położy mi tapetę na ścianę a ja pomaluje resztę na brązowo i kremowo.
muszę jeszcze kupić małe antyramy i powiesić zdjęcia w ramkach na jednej ścianie którą właśnie do tego przeznaczę. Właśnie na tym kawałku ściany umieszczę wszystkie marzenia, wszytko dobre co mnie spotkało i zostało złapane na zdjęciu.
Mam na oku 2 szafeczki które mam zamiar zakupić i jeszcze tato będzie mi wymieniał mój dywan, który jest w opłakanym stanie haha. no tak jak się maluje na podłodze to potem cały dywan jest opaćkany i kolorowy od farbek ;] Chce drewniana podłogę tym razem z ciemnego drzewa które będzie pasowało do nowych brązowych ścian. Dobra koniec idę ściągnąć półkę i schować wszystkie DVD płyty i kosmetyki. ;]

Comet 2010

Dzień dobry wam!
Wczoraj zostałam zasypana pytaniami na formspringu i nie mogę jacy ludzie są dziwni. Serio!
Nie chciałam nikomu mowic ,że jade na comet. Nie chciałam znowu szumu, nie chciałam wysluchiowac waszych docinek po powrocie. No i ta jedna panna na formspringu "odkryła" że jednak jadę, hmm musiała się nieźle pofatygować sprawdzając wszystkich moich znajomych w końcu dowiadując się od kogoś z wielką pretensją do mnie chciała mnie poniżyć hahaa. o takie coś?
no weźcie mnie trzymajcie wielkie mi ale , jak nie powiedziałam musiało to znaczyć to że nie chce mówić albo nie mogę moja sprawa gdzie jadę i naprawdę to jest ostatni raz jak mowie że gdzieś jadę czy nie jadę, wiec nawet o to nie pytajcie bo nie odpowiem ;]
tak wiec po raz ostatni tak jadę na comet 2010 tyle. nie mówię z kim jak co bo nie potrzebujecie tego wiedzieć. mam nadzieje że będę się dobrze bawić.

No a co do tych cometów to właśnie się pakuje i mam cholerną nadzieje zapakować się w moja torebkę którą widzicie na dole na obrazku haha. jak się nie zapakuje to nie wiem, walizki nawet brać zamiaru nie mam bo nie mam po jakiego badyla tam jej tachać. Ogólnie przydał by mi się nowy tuż do rzęs ale nie wiem .. powinno mi wystarczyć to co mam ..ale kurde jak mi się skończy to zajebie ahha. nie wejdę na lotnisku i sobie kupie i tak będzie chyba najlepiej ;]
mam nadzieje ze dredi ma mój bilet hyhy. Co zabieram ze sobą?
na pewno sukienka na gale buty paszport, kasa, make-up, bluzki na zmianę, flaga (!!!), notes który zawsze mam przy sobie na trasie bez niego bym nie przeżyła haha wszystkie najważniejsze info dojazdy itp są w tym właśnie notesie, szczotka. i rożne takie pierdoły, które widać i nie widać na obrazku haha.
Ciągłe się stresuje o mój lot mam nadzieje ze mi go nie odwołają bo będzie chujnia z grzybnią wtedy a nie comet hahaha.



No wiec jak zwykle wszytko leży ready na łóżku wiec teraz idę to spakować, potem na pewno posprzątam trochę pójdę na relax do łazienki na 2 godziny wyszykuje się na gale, yy pogadam o dupie Marynie na gadu z kimś jak zawsze i pójdę spać wstanę nad ranem i pojadę na mój samolot.
mam nadzieje że jeszcze coś tu napisze przed wyjazdem.
Ogólnie moje dupy Dredi i Eli już są w dojczlandzie, i ogólnie nie mogę się doczekać aż zobaczę moje wszystkie laski . chyba najbardziej ekipę Paris hjaha bo było tak fajnie jak za starych dobrych czasów i w ogóle jak by to powiedziała Pati bibaaaaaaa hahaha
trzeba opić zajebista i udana w 100% trasę nie?
no wiec wielkie chlanie w ober hahahaa i ten lecę.

Almost..

..ready to go!.
well as you see im almost packed.
but! im panicking now because? i lost my tickets for those 2 cocnerts somewhere! omg!
tickets where are youuuuuuuuuu?
they were in an envelope i swear hahaha!
but they are not there anymore and all the papers are not there as well!
god damn! i better find this tickets now.
should i call them? haha can someone give me the number to them? hahaha
god god god.
whole nati ladies and gentelmen.
tokio-hysteria is starting i know . and i bet my girls will say one word * its normaaaaaaal* hahaha
yeah its not normal im loosing everything haha.
but i found my rings i thought i lost on concerts and i found my gloves and oh god now i have to find my tickets!

oh i have also food to pack, i hope airport assholes wont take it away from me !
and jesus why i always have to have a mess when im going somewhere? i mean its not a first time
"Nati ogarnij sięęęę! bo będzie przegwizdane kurwa kurwa kurwa!"
haha i had to do it hahahaa

im listening to th on full volume my dad is in work and i can MAKE SOME NOISE hahahaha
no but i bet he hided my tickets
but no hes not that jerk oh god im so fucking streeeeeseeeeeeeeeed!

oh and my dad told me i have to go by train to my grannyto visit her..well that was my plan HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
nice so my timetable is so tight hahaha.
today- bremen + Hildesheim
tomorrow- Poznan + Warsaw
than Lodz
than Walbrzych
than lodz
than prague
shit hahahahahha i dont thinki can handle this hahaha!

ok i will go to look for my tickets! keep your fingers crossed for me!

fighting with....

my sleeping bag hahahahaha its so huuuuge and it sont want to fit in any of my suitcases ....so ...Eustachy we have a problem hahahaha god god god!
so what i will do? hahahahahahah all the clothes on the pic must go into this bag + sleeping bag + my cushion + 5 pairs of shoes + all my makeup stuff hahahahahahahhahaa
i know i know its impossible hahahahahaa
my bag is huge and my sleeping bag is even more HUGE hahahaha
as you can see thats my tour mess hahahahah should i ask Chuck Norris ro pak it for me? hahahahahahahhai really dont know what to do with it but well hahahaha i have to do it SOMEHOW hahahaha
yesturday i went for last shopping for this tour i bought some things aha and also this sleeping bag i will call Eustachy hahaha nice name in it? hahahaa
well haha i have to deal with it whatever i want it or not. and i know isa will kill me for my second bag hahahaha i love you too honey <3 hahahahahahaha

KURWA Eustachy zawstydzil Holi bo jest o polowe wiekszy niz jej sie to wydawalo hahahahaha
co nie ? hahahahah
dawno po polsku tu niepisalam wiec kurwa mam problem i to duzy, widzicie na foto moj kurwa burdel i ja mam sie spakowac? i wy marudzicie ze niemozecie sie zmiescic w 10 kilo? co ja mam powiedziec jak mam 20? hahahahahahahahaha
no i chuj! nati da rade...jakos hahaha


haha peace & love & HUMANOIDS!

Febuary.

so today we say welcome to febuary haha
my month haha def. im gonna be so old in 10 days ahaha
and in 17 im going away, thats scaring me even more haha
today was pretty lazy day. my dentist appointment got canceled, so im going this thursday aaaagrrrr its killing me haha i wish i could be after it.
and well it was so sunny day today, i wish we can have this weather in rotterdam and other concerts hahaha
im thinking what should i take, i need to buy so many many things still.
and i lost my sunglasses hahaha i will need them on tour as my eyes can be tired sometimes haha
if i wont find them i need to buy some new onesi also cut my hair today xDDDDD
well not much but still, i did layers i like my hair now xD and again i think getting haircut done by myself is way better than hairdresser, i dont thrust them no more, i had situations that i explained to them carefully what i really want but they did it different way xD thats why i cut my hair myself xD
tomorrow i will go to boots and buy some hair paint so i will coulor them , probably dark brown i want to go back to my real hair colour XD


haha i took this pic just now, yes im drinking nice nice coffee with cream and chockolate on the top *-*, and looking through my tour notes, writing important stuff in it and so on and on xD
and chilling a bit xD listening to Whitney Houston <3
what can i say? haha i will watch Dr. House in few minutes ahahahah .
i told you guys im addicted to it hahaha .
ok so song i listen to

just loveeeeeeeeee Whitney and this song *-*
so i will finish my notes now take care
xx

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Little Shopping

i went out today for shopping, i was looking for some clothes for tour
and well my first concert from this tour will be in exactly one month time. so im preparing now hahaha
ok so i went shopping and i havent seen anything yet, i will go next week to look for something good.
well i found nice leggings but actually i took wrong ones so i have to go to river island tomorrow and take good ones hahaa
i bought l'oreal foundations

new hairbrush
and johnson's baby wipes xD ( love them haha)
oh and i have one more flight to buy and im done xD




so now im going to sleep, yeah i changed times of my sleep so i can sleep more well now and actually use daytime hahahah
im happy about it,
tomorrow i will do some college stuff and clean up my mess haha
yesss my room is such a mess haha but well xD
oh and this NRJ awards hahaha it was one big joke in it?
hahaha
oh tomorrow i will post photoshoot pics xD
goodnight.

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Peace, Michael &.....

so im sitting so stressed here about today. i cant sleep.
but i shouuuuuuld to look like human for today haha.
but well hahaa. me and Martitta have better things to do now ahhaa
we are watching Michael <3333333333
all his situations and well we have one thing we can both say about him
he was the best sexiest, best smile, most cute, shy, lovely adorable man alive we have seen in our life's. well thats true hahaa.
he was no one can BEAT IT!
well dream man *-*
he was also so clever oh god.
Man in the Mirror where are you?


Peace, Michael & Popielniczka!




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new hair style.

well i need changes so i decided to go to the hairdressed to make.....CURLS *-*
well i have long hair so curls are ok for me xD
and well i love curls. i want those curls like she have on this pic *-*
amusing.
i will visit Toni&Guy and ask if they can do this to my hair and if it suits me and my hair xD
it will cost around 50 pounds but well xD
i want them so bad ha2
im tired of using hair curlier .
so tomorrow after college i will go there with my dad xD
ah *-*
oh i also want to back to black xD
so first curls than black on it xD
if it wont suits m i will straight them back to normal xD

i finished my essay project and also on friday my last tour ticket will arrive to me.
hopefully saturday out to central london with my friend to check on somethingggggggggg.... hhahahaa
ok now im gonna go to my cosy bed
have good night and so on.


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Kaulitz-Sutra oO

One god - one bible.
One church- 4 people
One nun- One priest
One angel-One devil
One Jesus- One mary
One world- One Love
same thing.
dont be bad....be good with the bible! hahahaha
Kaulitz-Sutra. Book of your life
hahahahahahahahhahaa



while reading you can watch and listen to this.
it will introduce you to the things in the bible haha

so lets show you a little of first chapter:






hahahahahahahhaa O M G hahaa well im laughing to death.
love you isa. hahahahaa

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hahaha.

hahahahahaha
i know i know its so damn old hahahahaha but hahahahaha

zorrze vitton hahaha zorrze i gabana hahahahhaa

Christmas tree!

yehey this is my little Christmas tree on my desk i dressed it up today xD
i love it hahaa. Marti gave me ideo of putting TH to it so i did hahahaa
i also put some decorations on my wardrobe and shelves and window xD .
so my room is full of Christmas haha same as my house. today i dont all the decorations in the house xD
tomorrow we going with my dad on shopping. but well i wont buy anything cause i want to save my money on tour hahaa. its gonna be haaaaaaaaaaaaaaard!
oh and today i will watch last episode of my series sad i dont want it to end! what im gonna watch?
oh and i have to say again i love POLAND i just love my country so much hahahaha!!!!!

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view from my window xD
yehey now there is even more snow. i hope it will stay till xmas *-*
there are people who bet if there will be snow in england for xmas hahahahaha

tomorrow i will dress um my xmas trees xD
thats a lot of work as i will have so many trees hahaha.
and uhm i have to prepare for huge xmas cleaning .
and tomorrow i wll go to buy xmas presents
any ideas? i dont know what can i buy for my dad still -_-'

im going to watch some movie and maybe i will clean my room a little xD

Snooooooooooow!

Omg today was such a hard day! I was dressed up with my nice dress and jacket and leather jacket and when i was with my dad in the car it was snowing oO
it was so cold, and i didn't had any warm jacket -_-'
well its my fault i should put something on but well xD
I was 7 hours in the dark room which was even more colder than outside. -_-', hmm but at least i printed some pictures out and they are so nice *-*
Danya said it was perfect as for first time so xD
I was so tired when i came back home so i went to sleep from 16-22 haha and i said i will go to sleep just for hour haha. what else, now i'm tired again, maybe i will watch some movie
oh and i have no idea what can i east, im going down to the kitchen opening the fridge and staring in it... i'm full of food, i dont know what can i eat god -_-'

oh and i dont know what can i buy to my dad for xmas this year oO

oh and the pic haha its my window hahaha it look so funny.
and my garden is full of snow hahaa. should i go to make snowman tomorrow? haha
oh and i have my xmas holidays now *-------*
no college till new year *-*

ahh <333 thank you thank you <3
one year. and it feels like one minute.
i miss it

Organic Artists

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Yehey my awesome duck hahahahaa!!!!!!
i know you all love it hahaha
yes this is my Organic Artist Project.
i have to search for 7 artists which are making something organic.
but not organic that they made something from wood, its about shape something natural ;]
i like this project. hmm kind of easy but still a lot of work. and presentation., this is my sketchbook up on the pic one + of it its BLACK which present my work in better way xD
oh the artists on this page are Hugo Haring German architect. i love this building thats why i took his as example and drawed it ;]
and also Nicola Hicks and i drawed her DUCK ( hahahaha) but im my way hahaa!
ok one more painting to do, + evaluation and meaning of organic and organic art and im done for today xD

Lets pack our suitcases.

OMG thats my suitcase from not even minute ago.
yes i'm packing up oO
I still have to pack so many thing but as you see i have no more space oO
Huge pink bag is my make up bag so full of make up stuff oO
god god god.
I love this time when we have to pack our suitcases and start to get ready to go to airport and stuff like this
but its so stressful
but im so happy. yes im so happy whatever gonna happen there it will happen
we know just that we will meet one band we also wanted to.
TH? no idea

i have my Tickets for Lodz concert.
one more and im done with them .


Rihanna-Russian Roulette.

thats my song of a Day.

Ciao Bambino.