Horses.

Hello everyone!  I've been working on my sketchbook over few days and I feel like I've improved when it comes to sketchbook ideas, layering and so on. I've used 60 years old book I've found in my garage as my sketchbook, it looks amazing! I've always used plain white sketchbooks when doing my projects so a bit of a change is good right?
Anyways i totally forgot that when me and my friend were walking back to my house the other day we took pictures with horses!  I'm afraid of them as I had accident when I was a child so I was pretty freaking out when my friend told me to stroke their big heads a little, in the end I defeated my fear and did it!
Horses are such a beautiful creatures!

 this one was funny! haha

  one on the left had blue eyes !! so pretty!!!

Outfit :
Scarf- H&M
Jacket : River Island
Top: Primark
Jeans: Zara

Outfit.

That's how I looked yesterday right before going to college.  Really simple one khaki trousers with black blazer and little black dress underneath the blazer I used as a top with scarf around my neck and owl necklace. Its really comfortable and smart outfit I love it!

Blazer - really old cant remember where I got it from + handmade left shoulder detail
Khaki throusers - Primark
dress underneath the blazer - Primark ( i know you cant really see it but oh well .. )
Scarf - McQueen
Bag- Primark
Owl necklace - River Island. ( I'm so in love with this one! )

I'm going to the hospital now for another throat scan, keep your fingers crossed for me to get right diagnosis  !

Ombre Hair

As a woman i like to make changes when my life is in bad place or when I need to get over someone and best way to do it is definitely changing hairstyle ! Yesterday i went to superdrugs and bought L'oreal Perfect Blonde creme and I did ombre hair!  As i was considering doing it for long time i finally got guts to do it , I was pretty freaked out as my hair is so dark that if i bleach it i will end up with orange/coppery  hair but after repeating the process for 4 (!!!) times it came out exactly how i wanted it! I love it!  Ombre hair is loveeeeeeeeee !

So as I said before i done it myself, and i have to say its really easy thing to do, you just bleach the tips of your hair , you can get so many different tones it all depends on how long you leave the bleach on your hair, and of course you have to do it in few steps like for eg. i did it in 4 as my hair was really dark, i took 2-3 cm of hair and bleached it than i added another 2 cm and bleached it again and than another 2-3 cm and so on and so on. Its important that each time you shorten the time of leaving dye on your hair because you want it look like you have gradient on your hair.  I also added some on my fringe because i wanted it to look like I've got some huge roots going on haha ! But you can do it however you want it to look like, for eg you can add some highlights to it as well, I've seen some youtube videos where girls did that, or if you have blonde hair you can add some brown dye onto it to create reverse-ombre look.
Of course your hair is gonna need extra care after bleaching and the texture of it will definitely be dry,  weak and rough. You can buy a toner to make the brassiness of it go away but I'm not gonna do it now as I don't want my hair to be more destroyed as it is, I mean, I expected my hair to fall out and be really dry but as a surprise its kinda fine, a bit dry but not that much maybe its the conditioner that came with the bleach I bought or the bleach itself , I remember when I was about 15 I dyed my hair all blonde and the texture was so awful ! ,My hair broke and were super dry, didn't had any shine but I used different bleach.
Make sure to use aluminium foil to wrap your hair because it makes the dye heat up and keeps bleach from drying ! 

Anywayyysss I really love the look, its something different from plain dark brown hair I used to have!
Here are some pics:

 thats the bleach i used

 first stage of bleaching

 results of first bleaching

 yeheeeeey hahaha loving this superdrugs bag on my head haha !

 thats how my hair look like after bleaching it 4 times xD

i know i may repeat myself but OMBRE HAIR IS LOVEEEEEEEE!

hello!

Hello to all of my readers! I know I didn't said a word after the post about my exhibition and went away with no sign of life and I'm truly sorry ! Its just I was so hyper about the summer that I totally forgot about my blog, which is bad but oh well. And as you can see I actually never post over summer, I don't even know why I do that but I like to have a bit of a break from everything over summer. Unfortunately my summer wasn't that good at all, I had so many problems and I'm still trying to get myself out of it mentally even so they are over. It supposed to be 180* different, I planned my summer totally different but with my luck everything turned to be just some kind of a mistake!  I lost so much and if i would came back to the UK after just one week of being in Poland my summer could have turned out pretty great, how bad I cant turn back the time and correct it, but we all learn from our mistakes right? so no more Poland for me for loooong time I don't even wanna go there in near future . Its funny when i look at it now how everything can be destroyed by one move, pretty sad but i need to get over it and get myself sorted out! .

Ok so I started my second year of National Diploma and its gonna be sooo hard this year, for eg. last year we had up to 3 months to finish off one project, right now we've got only 1 month which is not enough time, so what I need to do is manage my time even tighter than before. Its all because of portfolio building and all of this Uni stuff we need to get done . So I've got new project which is a group project , I'm gonna kinda collaborate with one photography student and 2 graphics students.  I need to create accessory  and this time I can get my own idea of the theme and I've chosen paper & volume. I never work with paper and my tutor was complaining about that a lot last year so I'm gonna give it a go this time.. this is exciting for me as its something new and i've got some nice ideas in my mind !

New in the closet.

Hello  peopleeee! i missed blogging so i came back to post something here as i have some free time right now. Im finishing my first year of Fashion design and i cant believe it went so fast! and WTF i need to start preparing for Uni soon, im gonna write my personal statement very soon, and as friend of mine advised me to do i will write it few time to get the perfect one till september. In september i will need to know which courses and which Universities i want to go to and start applying. Its freaking me out you cant imagine.  Its my dream to go to Central Saint Martins and i will try my best to end up there at least on foundation diploma! because i guess its the best place you can go for fashion.  anywayyyyyssss.... Im in such a stress i have exhibition on Monday, Its prvate view so just close friends and families will be able to attend it,
And my life couldnt be better ! i love it right now, its just beautiful, even the sun is coming back to us!
I have beautiful dress to wear on my exhibition. Damnnn im stressing out im scared that my dress is not good enough, and i think i expect too much from myself. And the thing i will have to talk about it what inspired me and such is also freaking me out. But good there is a bar with free drinks so i can drink some and it will be easier hahaha !
anyways here is some shopping from this week!

 Dress - H&M

 Plain Ballerinas- Primark

 Skirt - H&M

 Skirt- H&M

outfit :  jacket - h&m, scarf- h&m suglasses-new look

Isnt that dress beautiful? when i saw if i just knew it have to be mine! haha and the shoes so cute! i was looking in so many shops but they didnt had plain ballerinas in the coulour of my dress but Primark. damnn i love primark!
Now im gonna go change into my swimsuit and lay in my garden and get some tan because we have some serious sun over here!!!
Oh and my darling is coming today to stay over mine and  she will go college in the afternoon with me and than exhibition as well ! yeyeyeye !
I will post pictures from the exhibition on comming days as i will be pretty busy this coming week, i have to go to hospital as well so keep your fingers crossed for meee!!!

Hair.

Today is one of these days when I miss my really long hair so badly, They were so long oh god, i spend 2 years growing them to the lenght right behind my belly bottom (after straightening them) I always could do something with them, curl them, straighten them, do a bun do a french plot and so many other things,, my hair is almost half of the lenght shorter than it was before and dont you even ask me why i went to the hairdressers even i promissed to myself 2 years ago that i will never visit it again and i started to cut it myself because they never do what i want  just like now when i told the woman not to cut it from lenght or if she have to  that maximum she could cut was 2 cm, after i stood up i saw this 2 cm....... but oh well, hair aint a hand it will grow back, it will take time and it still hurts so much when i think how beautiful they were but i cant turn back the time.

Oh and i've been thinking about changing my hair colour back to black ( I used to have black hair for 2-3 years back in the days) and i kind of miss it.
Anyways i found nice pics on my PC  from few days before i went to poland for easter.

 after looking at that picture i really want my hair black ( no its not photoshoped it came out like this because of the light)

omg i miss my haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir *cries*

Colourful!

Hello everyone, its been a while since my last post here I know., its because i dont have time for internet now,.
I've got deadline of my Final Major Project which is really really important, and I'm focusing on my college work right now. Im constructing my dress, I've done upper part of it it came out perfectly, i still need to figure out how to attach the collar to the dress but i will find a way somehow, . I bought 12 meters of chiffon fabric on sunday and im really really happy about it, I found really good place to buy it and i think i will visit it more offten to buy other fabrics, Tomorrow im gonna dye this 12 meters and sew it to my dress and that will be it, than we planned photoshoot with Sandi and Kaskas hopefuly everything will work out how i want it to be and than i need to design exhibition , do some design sheets and so on and its really a lot of work so hope you understand that i dont have time haha .
Oh and i bought 2 meters of black chiffon and 2 meters of white chiffon to make a blouses for myself but i will do it after the deadline and when i will have time to sit down and do it.

I spend my weekend with my friends and it was really fun and today i modeled for Kaskas as she had her airbrush makeup assesment. I loved it!

Ok enough of that in this post I wanted to show you 4 new nailpolishes i bough on saturday which im also inlove with, As we all know pink and orange and all the bright colours are the BOSSES of this summer, I didnt had that shades in my nailpolish collection so i bought som and i also found freally funky black nailpolish which after you put one coat on your nail it will break down and form some kind of cracks, looks really really cool!

Here are some pics.:

and the makeup :

Off for a run

 so im off for a run, its such a nice weather and as i said i wanna move more so im gonna run when i have time and walk from the tube station to my house which is far., I've got my iphone with me so i can listen to some music and bottle of vitamin water  (c+zinc) yesss vitamin water is the shit! . i love it!
anyways not gonna waste anymore time siting here so im off for an hour 

Hamburg day 2.

sorry for not blogging yesturday as i was really tired after college, im still not used to waking up so early, being so long in college and all the traveling , so i was pretty tired yesturday and too lazy to post a thing.
Since Yesturday instead of taking a bus home from the underground station i started to walk and thrust me its long walk haha but i need to start exercise and changing from driving my ass in the busses to walking such a distance is a good start xD

anyways here are some pics from second day in hamburg which was so so so much fun, we met my friends had drinks and some fun on port, and Heniu on polish boat rocks!

 

polaaaaaaaannnnd was there!! ♥ 1.2.3 and....siemaaaaa heniuuuu... hahaha !

 

 surprise-picture haha, my lenses were going crazy because of the sun haha

 orangex2- tajna & ines green-marzena purple-me yeheeeeeey!

 laughing so hard, omg we couldnt stop laughing for like 20 minutes i dont even know why haha .

me and my girl on a ferry to dockland ♥ (i love the pic even i look like i had meeting with the tram haha )

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 docklaaaaaaaaand!


anyways im gonna go and eat, i'm starving!

Hamburg Day 1

So I've been to my beloved Hamburg. I missed it so so much i find this city super magical esspecially at night. I love going to the port, its my favourite part of the city and at night omg its amazing!
I had so much fun with my girl, and also I met my friends from tours which happen to also come to Hamburg at the same time so we met few times while we were there. The weather was beautiful, dear Hamburg thank you for this sun because everytime i go there the weather sucks
Anyways on our first day we just went to our hotel left our bags and went straght to the harbour, Ialways buy a drinks and go there to say hello to my favourite city same thing when im leaving, but than im going at night.
As I said we went and sat on the docks as i always do than walked around rthe city went back to the hotel took shower and so on and around the evening we just went back to the port and took a ferry to the Dockland which I also LOVEEEE!
oh and ;luckly on the first day of our stay there the harbour was empty as usual, we got to know there was harbour birthday going on that weekend so we were lucky to get one day with not many people overe there.
anyways  picture timeeeee!

 waiting for my planeeee...ok almost sleeping on my suitcase haha !

cheeeerssss!

 getting a tan? haha + saying hi to the harbour.

 myfacelol hahah i look like a beaten up puppy hahah

 my chillaxing place!!!

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i will post more pics on comming days, now i need to focus on my studies so i dont have much time for blogging.

get that moneyyy

giiiirrrrllllss get your moneeeeyyy, all my girrllllsss get that moneeeeyyy... lalalala *singing ciara*
i just changed some of my money to euros as i need it haha obviously . i love euros omg *-*
 anywaysss hahah im cleaniong my room and than i have to go down and clean the kitchen and do the dinner than im gonna finish off packing up than i need to go to pick up my friend and than take a nap and than shower and off to the airport so happy to go there , i missed the city so much and now im gonna be back there for a whileeeee . exciting shit!
anyways hopefully i will write something from the airport as it will be the last place where i could use my mobile internet ( well i could use it on my destination as well but i better turn it off because i dont want  to pay  huge ass bill and internet abroad is expencive) i will have internet in my hotel so probably im gonna update as well.
but for now im gonna go and prepare myself

oh and btw.... im so happy to have him ♥

Tattoo

 

as i said i got it in poland and it was really spontanious. xD
My brother was telling me how much would that hurt but as soon the artist put the niddles in i started to laugh because it gave me tickles haha oh well...
i love it. it got really special meaning.