Gigant Strawberries

So Im being really lazy right now, i made myself scrambled eggs with toast n the morning now im eating this super big strawberries haha. , im just surprised as the strawberries are really huge, when i placed one on my hand it was little bit more than half of my palm so yeah they are huge but so yummy haha . Im probably gonna do some research today, clean up a bit and so my laundry. Oh speaking of laundry i started to watch Jersey Shore and its hilarious hahaha. And also i finished all of the episodes of How i met your mother, sad because i got used to watching it and i loved it, so i have to wait till tuesday when new one will come up.
I missed the supermoon yesturday night! ;( i wanted to see it so badly but i forgot about it and realized when i was laying in my bed already ready to sleep.  Also the weather sucks today no sun at all just cloudy and grey outside. Another reason to stay at home and get some work done .
Tomorrow im gonna model for KasKas in her college, shes studying make-up and beauty and she gonna do me a spray tan. I never had that before so im a bit curious  and as i have day off why not help my dear lovely friend ♥

Today.

hellooooooo haha
i have quite good mood today!
well after total disappointment yesturday night,
words i never expected from one of my best friends
after disaster mood that my other best friend made it really good and made me forget for a minute which i'm really thankfull to and i know shes the one which will be there no matter what i say no mather what i do , like a sister. i have to say i have good mood just because of her.
so Dredi you are my hero.
our late night talks. like till 3 am at night. hahaha
i woke up at 13 today . i get ready and went to the town to do some stuff.
i went to Sainsburys and i bought some nice food.
since some days i have weird tasty feeling to eat something good haha
today i made myself delicious hot dogs haha

yeah i had to take a pic hahaha it look so yummy and it was so yummy *-*
i think i iwll do another one tomorrow haha
i know i know i behave like pregnant old lady but well hahaha
as me and dredi said i got pregnant in humanoid city haha
i will have small android with hoover on the back which first word will be ZELMER haha
hahahaa i still cante get over it hahaha. we laughed about it for so long hahah
and dredi's kefir didnt wanted to be eaten, he also wanted to have some relax on her nice couch hahaha but well it landed on the ground hahaha
i also bought new sketch book as i wanted to do it yesturday but i was too lazy .
so now i will go and my photography project in it.
i found nice nice song.
so this is my song of a day!



have nice day.

oh weather is beautiful today *-*
so so warm like in summer *-*

ciao bambino .

GQ.

see that? can you see that? mineeeee its mineeee *-*
thank you to Isa. for buying me one. i cant wait have it in my hands ahahhaa. well 30 something days more o.O
oh no i cant even think of it haha im so already stressed out.
well and dont look at this hand on his thing yeah shes dirty dirty in it? hahahahaa
" you are dirty even when you dont think about being one" hahahaa .
and this this good kind dirty Isa have b-day today...so everyone say happy bday isaaaaa. hahaha well we will celebrate it good on tour....oh we will hahaha i dont want to think about it haha i just see us drunk and happy somewhere in europe haha.
ok well lets come back to GQ. i have to say, im soooooo inlove with this shoot but ...yeah there is a but (always haha) Tom hes so boring, i cant stand how boring he is haha but well he said before haha hes poor grandma banana in style hahaa. .
I mean come on he should take of the jacket *-*
i wanna see him in suit hahaa.

and today i went to college but....we had no lessons haha so we drinked beer near our college hahaha. im so pissed of because i wanted to give back my project and get back my older projects.
im so curious what i got from them. well maybe i will see today.
well i hope Danya wont be in hhahah i already wanna go home even im not even in college.

oh and today i made my first chinese noodles. it was so goooooood. but than i wasnt well because i ate too much of it haha. but even my dad said it was really really good so xD .
i still have some noodles left so maybe i will eat it or maybe not haha.
and i went to sleep at 16 and woke up at 22 hahaha. but it supposed to be just one hour haha.
now i cant sleep shame on me haha.

ok now i wil ldo some graphics and i wil lgo to sleep soon xD .

Snooooooooooow!

Omg today was such a hard day! I was dressed up with my nice dress and jacket and leather jacket and when i was with my dad in the car it was snowing oO
it was so cold, and i didn't had any warm jacket -_-'
well its my fault i should put something on but well xD
I was 7 hours in the dark room which was even more colder than outside. -_-', hmm but at least i printed some pictures out and they are so nice *-*
Danya said it was perfect as for first time so xD
I was so tired when i came back home so i went to sleep from 16-22 haha and i said i will go to sleep just for hour haha. what else, now i'm tired again, maybe i will watch some movie
oh and i have no idea what can i east, im going down to the kitchen opening the fridge and staring in it... i'm full of food, i dont know what can i eat god -_-'

oh and i dont know what can i buy to my dad for xmas this year oO

oh and the pic haha its my window hahaha it look so funny.
and my garden is full of snow hahaa. should i go to make snowman tomorrow? haha
oh and i have my xmas holidays now *-------*
no college till new year *-*

Morning.

Morning everyone!!

Im in such good mood today i have no clue why but its good haha.
Im getting ready for college today. I will print my negatives in the dark room today *-* keep fingers crossed for me !

Im in the middle of my breakfast. oO Its a wonder that i actually eat breakfast now oO i never eat so early in the morning, but well my dad made me really nice sandwiches as he said * stop smoking and drinking coffee all the time..eat something* so i'm doing it now xD
oh btw. this sauce i added to sandwiches is bit too spicy hahaha.

I wonder how weather will be today. I hope not too cold, i have dress on I think i will put long coat on if so, my dad have holidays now so he can drive me to college xD so i have more time to do stuff at home. I could sleep longer but well....i had to pack up as i forgot to do it yesturday ..upsiii.

And as you see new picture of me xD i love it. haha i know im being selfish hahaha. I also photoshoped some Tom's pics. and i also love them . Oh btw. i had really nice Tom dream today *-*.
hmm only thing i can write here is everything was in Paris *-*.
I love Paris, its magic for me. especially in christmas time. as in my dream.
haha i have to tell isa about it hahaha. I bet she will be happy to hear it hahahaha.
in it Isa? hahaha

oh and 2 months till tour. oO how fast this time is going oO. I mean c'mon yesterday we got tour dates and we decided wherever we go or not . thats siiiiiick.

ok i'm going to finish my brekfast and than i will brush my teeth and do make up and college i'm comminnnnng hahahaha

btw. such a long post today haha my mood is really good as i see hahaha.

Have a good day people

oh and pleaseeeeee tag my work next time you put it somewhere or any pics i did .


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college + lil shopping.

yeah you probably know i'm obsessed with Andrew Collinge <33
today i bought brand new hair dryer and i love it so *-*
Also new faux cushion as you can see on the pic. its really nice and fluffy *-*
and my favourite tomato sauce that i will eat tomorrow with nice pasta.

Today i went to college for the first time i actually wanted to go there and it was really fun i have to say.,
new tutor. yes Simon is gone ;(
but she is nice, and fun so i hope course will go on fun as well.
rebbeca killed me today with her nice gangsta picatchu hahah

and WTF?! i never thought someone can be THAT rude and unfaithful like them oO nice nice
i hate it !

ok now. i will do my front page to my new sketchbook and i will go to shower and my bed is calling me
so good night <3

Shopping at Westfield London <3

Oh god I'm so tiredtired!
My dad took me for shopping to Westfield London. HugeHuge shopping centre. My legs hurt a lot. i was there for 3 hours oO anyways. Shopping was good. i get what i wanted to get.
And its like medicine for badbad mood and to get over some of insane people of my mind.

so

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Today i bought
Britney Spears Curious perfume *-* smells and looks so nice
Clean & Clear Facial wipes.
ELLE (again)
L'Oreal- Double extention Renewal serum inside mascara.
Brand new Cd from DJ.Tie:sto "Kaleidoscope" awesome awesome <3
Dress (A|X Paris. )
Long Boots (Deichmann)
Froggy sleepers oh god they are so funny when i saw them i was so amused and i had to take them hahaha. cute in it? hahahaha (Deichmann)
+ New heater Fan yeheeeeey! its so nice *-*

hmm what else. I'm listening to new Tiesto CD and i have to say I'm so Obsessed with it already.
I recomend it to everyone seriously its awesomeawesome.

I just had My smoked cheese + salad toast. hmm and now im going to..... no idea what to do hahaha,
I will update other sites of mine i think!.

Oh and my dream today was so ridicilous! i had dream about Pooing Moles (animals) oO can you imagine that? i was running away because they chased on me oO.

Ok I'm going.
KissKiss.

Carte D'or

I love Carte Do'r ice creams *-*
I'm eating Lavazza- Larre Macchiato and its awesome <33
it looks exactly like on this pic above *-*
and its yummy hahaha

oh and btw.

Paint fight or body painting + shower?
-sweet cream
and
-chocolate sauce haha xD
yeah yeah good idea.
we both like it hahahaha

Tom+Piano

OMG can you see that?
Tom and piano *-*
beautiful.
I think the song he is playing is similar to Liebesträume. but im not sure and its Zoom into me.
man i wonder if he gonna play it life oO


I still barely breathe. everything hurts inside.
I need to clean up my house today as i promissed to my dad.
and also i need to cook dinner again.
but i have no idea what i can cook.

ok. I'm going off for shower and breakfast xD

Food-delicious.

So.
Those who know me so good probably know that Im God in the kitchen haha.
yes. my food is always so yummy.
haha I think I've got some kind of secret undiscovered skill after my mother because her food used to be even more good than mine i could eat and eat because it always had the best taste.
and she worked as a chef in the restaurant as well *-*
oh and my dad makes the best chicken & meat in the world hahaha i know im selfish but thats so true hahaa/


so.
I was hungry and i thought why not to make Penne pasta ?
so i get to the kitchen and i just made it.
and ? its so delicious. and it also looks like this *-*
look.

and? it look yummy is it? hahahaha
it taste even more great.
I know penne pasta should be served with tomato sauce, but actually i'm not in mood to eat tomato sauce so i made dark sauce to it.
haha lets dedicate it to Tom. hahahaha i know my reason and you know he loves pasta
yeah hahaha

ok i'm going to finish it and than wash the dishes ;]

ciao bambino...

Boo!

Booooooooo!!!!
I'm so bored. seriously i'm
still sick which means that weekedn at home -_-'
but tomorrow i MUST go shopping
because if not i will kill myself.

So I'm watching 2005/2006 TH pic's
the times that some of you never tasted and never gonna do it.
i have to say i miss this times so much.
and i can give a lot to go back to this 2005/2006 point.
when everything was so fun and easy.

I've got bad feeling on my mind. I hope it will go away from me soon.
i hate the feelings like this. its killing me.
what else?
photo manipulation of ugly thing on the pic of course by me ;]
don't you dare to take it ;]

Ok i'm gonna do some instant soup for myself. i love them yess i dooooooo. <3
yeah man its so yummy *-*
and my dad was so kid today and he bought me 10 of tomato instant soup yehey ^^
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oh and i cant wait till Emas <3
I really can't wait to meet my people because I MISS YOU GUYS
and i love you sooooo!!!
yeah we gonna party as hell there no matter what ;]

ok goodnight
<3