Drawing.

uhm unfinished. and i dont feel like i will ever finish this one. So uhm im gonna start new one here as i have this drawing mood right now.. but i have no idea what should i draw haha. i usually draw him,  dont ask me why i dont know why , also on this one i mixed charcoal with watter so it blended in a bit more in few places but as i said, im not gonna finish this one, because i started to feel like its not going well and i didnt wanted to rush it or screw it. I havent drawed anything in ages so that could be a reason why, i just need to get used to it a little xD
i will post some drawings here in coming days xD

Doggieeeeeeeeee

Today  didnt went to college as i had no reason to do so, so i spent whole day doing nothing, yes yes im being lazy . I went out to the shop which is a bit of walk from my house and it was super warm that i just had my denim jacket on ! I beg you god let the weather stay like this ! Anyways i was bored and i went through some old photos i took in Poland when i went on holidays. That was the last time i saw my dog and i have tons of pictures of him.  It made me sad when i looked through them he was such a happy dog never did a bad thing to anyone omg :(  His name was Czarek I got him when i was 8 when he was tiny tiny puppy and he was the best dog on the planet. !  Everytime I was sad he used to come around and lay next to me just to keep me some company. ahhh i miss it.

9.03.2011

Today i couldnt be bothered to go to college, i woke up but that was about it haha so i stayed at home today just laying in my bed and sleeping, now when im up im gonna clean the house and finish the descriptions in my sketchbook.also i need to change few things within my dress to get the highest grade, Deadline is tomorrow so i better get to work.

oh and we have such a niceeeeeeeeeeee weatheeeeeeer omg ! yesturday me and Molly had the most chilling out walk ever! it was so warmmmm and i could walk without my jacket outside *-* springspringspring! 

Eldo.

To nie matka ale wzięła mnie w opiekę
Pokazała mi emocje, nauczyła być człowiekiem 

Wielu tęskni za nią, wielu nie może wrócić
Więc w sercach ją mają czekając, aż los się odwróci
To nie muza, ale daje mi natchnienie
By obserwować wszystkie jej blaski i cienie
I widzieć ją jaka jest, starać się rozumieć
W głosów tłumie czego naprawdę chce i co czuje

Ona nie urodziła mnie, lecz kocham ją jak matkę,
nieraz mnie odrzuciła, ale będę z nią na zawsze.

Codziennie w innym stanie ją spotykasz

Lecz czujesz tylko dumę gdy ktoś o nią cię zapyta.

♥

Off.

Outfit:
Jacket : River island
Tshirt: New Look
White blouse: cant remember old as fuck.
Throusers: Primark

Im off to see my friend in High Wycombe . My throat hurts still -_-' . I will write more later + im so lazyyyyyyyyyyy !

I need a doctor.

For real i need proper doctor. i hate UK's medical care I really do ! I better go to Poland and pay for private visits than pay for shit care they giving me here. I've been running from one doctor to another because of my throat no one knows what it is and I'm ending up on some antibiotics that never work! Today i begged for proper throat scan with this pipe they insert into your throat and? she gave me Penicylin and told me to go back next week because she have to see if Penicylin will help first i mean whaaaaaaaaaaaaat the hell ! ? wouldnt going to have my throat scanned and looked from inside better than fucking waiting another week when i already lots my voice and have huge ass pain? After the scan they would see better what is wrong in there and give me proper care but of course its UK and they like to handle things in long and lame ways which never works!
Damn i have to be another week on antibiotics like WTF my liver and stomach will die from that.. i dont like to take any medicine because i know how much damage they cause but i have no other choice -_-'
Luckly Im gonna be in Poland really soon so i will handle things in my way. And i hate how this runnng from one doctor to another affect my attendence in college damn -_-' . I wanna know whats wrong with it because im so tired of it already and thrust me im not talking about just a cold or sore throat problem which started few weeks ago because i have this problem for more than a year -_-'.


Angry post from me but thats my mood angry and with feeling that i will just go and kill all the uk's doctors -_-'  I also made nice dinner for myself, Hot chilli con carne, and it was awesome. I love my cooking actually. But well because right now i feel so fed up i didnt ate so much just few bites of it thats it . gonna go and do some Fashion sketchbook work now and try to calm my titz because im so angry you cant imagne. 

Oufit
Wool Scarf: Primark
Silk Scarf : McQ
Leather Jacket: River Island
Sunglasses:  gift n idea where is it from.

Fat Thursday!

im such a DOUGHNUT!!!!!!!!
I love our little Polish traditions!  on fat thrusday we eaaaaaaaat soooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooo many donughnuts! one time in a year i eat so many in one day! there are doughnuts everywhere in the kitchen in the living room in my room like everywhere! hahaha
I actually bearly eat doughnuts but well..... its a tradition and i got used to it ! haha .
so i ate around 12 today ;P still got 3 left anyoneeeeeeeeee? they are yummy thrust me!